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Luo Qingyu also wanted to tell him the truth of the matter. He wanted to tell him that she was actually the daughter of the Luo Family, because Xu Jisi and Cheng Xiaowei had caused her death. But she couldn't, she didn't know what Lu Junhao was thinking now. If at that time the two of them could truly be together without any grudges, perhaps she would tell him?
At least she still knew what Lu Junhao thought of her now, and what happened to the Wei Lixiao that appeared. With so many obstacles in front of two of them, of course she wouldn't be so honest with him.
”Perhaps the time has not come yet. When the right time comes, I am willing to explain everything to you.”
Hearing her words, Lu Junhao did not pursue the matter any further, and only sunk into silence.
”Xiao Luo, sometimes I don't understand you, just like how I don't understand myself.”
”As long as you don't understand it, you should know better than anyone else. The person you think you know may be just the tip of the iceberg. Even we ourselves do not dare to say that we fully understand ourselves, much less others. ”
”You're right, but I really hate my current self. I can't control my emotions and am always worried that I will become like a crazy beast. I hate this feeling, I hate the feeling of not being able to control my emotions. I feel very frustrated.”
”Don't be like this. Everyone will have their moments of frustration. When we're sad, we won't be able to control our emotions. Everyone is the same. You are the same, I am the same.”
”No, Xiao Luo, I feel that you are extremely calm and composed every single time.
Lu Junhao looked at the flowerfield in front of him, but Luo Qingyu felt that he was not envious of her because he had said that she was calm and collected, but because she was envious of him. But now she didn't know what it was. What was there to envy about her?
”You are the CEO of the Lu, what do you want? Is there even a need to be envious of me? ”
”Yeah, I almost want to have everything, but there are some things that I can get even if I'm strong enough, even if I'm not the CEO. There are a lot of things that I've been trying to get, but then it just came to nothing. ”
Luo Qingyu didn't know what this thing in his mouth was that he couldn't pursue? Is it kinship, or love? After all, there were too many things money couldn't buy.
”Since we can't pursue him, then let him go with the wind. We don't necessarily need anything to survive. As long as we continue to live, what can't be forgotten? After all, time is the most merciless thing in the world. We also have to keep looking forward. ”
”Yeah, you're right. Let him blow away with the wind.”
Although Lu Junhao said that, his mood did not improve at all. This was because some things could not be abandoned just because it was not something that could be abandoned. After all, it was something that he had been obsessed with for a long time.
”Lu Junhao, you …”
”The flowerfield in your house is very similar to the one in Mu Zexi's house.”
Luo Qingyu's heart skipped a beat. She knew that he was in a bad mood today, and seeing her have a flowerfield that was exactly the same as Mu Zexi's, he must be even worse.
”This was planted just for my dad to train his body, so there's no special meaning to it.”
”I'm thinking, you have Xu Jisi as your fiancé by your side, and Mu Zexi's flowerfield as your companion. I've been looking for him, but I can't find any of my things.”
When Luo Qingyu heard his words, he felt even more upset. She wanted to console him, but he didn't know how. He had no idea what had happened, if only he would tell her. However, just as she was unable to tell him that she was the Luo Family's daughter due to her many concerns, Lu Junhao also had his own considerations and chose not to tell her. He chose not to tell her, and she had no right to blame him. After all, she was the same.
”Yes, why not? There's a secret between the two of us. That is something that belongs to both of us, how can it not exist? ”
Hearing her words, Lu Junhao laughed, maybe it was like that? He only took her words as if she was trying to comfort him and didn't really take it to heart.
He suddenly rushed in front of her and tightly hugged her. For a moment, she didn't know what to do. However, she just quietly let him hold her without pushing him away.
She knew that he was feeling very down today. If her embrace could comfort him, then she could let him hug his for as long as he wanted. Hugging him didn't have the disgusting feeling of hugging Xu Jisi at all. Instead, it made her feel very comfortable. She raised her hands and gently hugged him back. She did not speak, and Lu Junhao did not speak either.
In his embrace, Luo Qingyu forgot about the disgust in his heart when he hugged Xu Jisi. He felt extremely safe, so safe and sound that she felt like he could fall asleep in his embrace.
Lu Junhao hugged her for a long time before he let her go.
”I came looking for you all of a sudden and caught you off guard. I'm really sorry, but I'll be leaving first.”
Just as he had hurried over, he also hurriedly left. Luo Qingyu wanted to call out to him, but seeing that he was still so downcast, he didn't say anything.
She really couldn't stop worrying about him. After he left the house, she packed her things and went out as well. At the very least, she was able to confirm that he was safe.