C194 (2/2)
Mu Zexi smiled bitterly, but he still wanted to keep a smile on his face in front of her.
”You should know this because I promised Lu Junhao to come and pretend to be Luo Qianjin. He arranged for Xiao An to be in the best hospital in the city so that she could receive the best treatment. Now, Xiao An has received a change of heart surgery, and he is recovering well after that. ”
”I know.”
”Xiao An is the little sister I love the most, and I owe his my life so I must repay him for saving me.”
”How are you going to repay me?” With him? ”
”As long as Lu Junhao needs me, I will be by his side. How can I be together with you when I can't wholeheartedly focus on you like this?”
”Xiao Luo, do you like me? ”Do you like me a little?”
Mu Zexi looked at Luo Qingyu stubbornly. Although she did not want to hurt him, he had to explain the situation to her. As long as he had a bit of hope, it would only hurt him even more.
”Sorry, Ze Xi, I don't like you, I just treat you as the Good friend. You are right, when I was living in your house, as long as you show the slightest sign that you like me, I will leave immediately. I don't want to hurt you, but if you don't reject me, then you will definitely be even more injured, forgive me.”
”What about forgiveness? You didn't do anything at all, you just didn't like me, you know? ”
”I'm sorry.”
”You don't need to apologize, Xiao Luo. You still like Lu Junhao right?”
So many misunderstandings had happened between her and Lu Junhao, but her love for him had never lessened. Maybe because she loved Lu Junhao deeply, she couldn't forgive Lu Junhao's doubt and distrust towards her.
”Perhaps it is. I don't know either. The only thing I am clear about is that other than him, I have never met someone who made my heart so moved and heartbroken.”
She really still liked Lu Junhao, he knew it after hearing her words.
”But Xiao Luo, he has done so many things that hurt you. ”Why?”
”I don't know. I know he hurt me a lot, and I should hate him and give up on him, but once he starts helping me, I'll forget what he did to me. I also told myself many times not to believe him anymore, he always said change, but he never changed.
Last time, my identity was almost exposed by my stepmother and them. When he suddenly appeared in front of me, I was very scared and thought that he was here to expose my identity. He told me many times to leave the Luo Family, and he was afraid that I would stay here for the sake of Luo Family's family property. ”
”He actually thinks that of you?”
”Yeah, he actually thought of me that way, but he didn't expose my identity at the time, so he decided to help me hide it and even helped me create the evidence. that had already decided to ignore him and was beginning to waver. ”
”But Xiao Luo, he has only treated you as his substitute for the past Luo Qingyu, why are you still staying by his side?”
”Actually, I have been thinking about this matter for a long time. I have always minded this matter, but in the past, Luo Qingyu is already dead, and living people can never fight over a dead person. If he still can't forget her, I can avoid disturbing him.”
”In that case, why can't you accept me?”
”Because right now, I have yet to start preparing for missing a relationship, and towards Lu Junhao, I have not figured out my own line of thinking, and do not know how I should continue developing with Lu Junhao. How can I accept you now? Besides, I really don't have that kind of feeling for you. ”
”Do you really like him that much?”
”He helped me when I was in a difficult situation. Every time he appeared, it was just right, so I couldn't ignore him.”
Although Mu Zexi had saved her when she was in danger, he already had Lu Junhao before. If the first person she saw was Mu Zexi, then everything would have been different, but there were no ifs in this world.
”Do you know? I really regret why I introduced you to Lu Junhao and made you fall in love with him.
”No, I'm very happy to be able to endure Lu Junhao. After all, it's because of him that Xiao An is going to be able to be lively and jump around.”
”I won't give up so easily. Even if you don't accept me now, please don't alienate me and let me stay by your side, okay?”
”Ze Xi, why are you doing this? It will only hurt you. ”
”Who knows, maybe you won't like Lu Junhao in the future? When the time comes, you should at least give me a chance. I have already decided as such, Xiao Luo, don't even think about getting rid of me. ”Rest assured, I will not cause you any trouble. This is something that I have decided on myself.”
”Ze Xi, that's not what I meant …”
”Alright, Xiao Luo, I've already eaten today's food and looked at the flowers. I should go back as well.
Then he left.
After Mu Zexi left, Luo Qingyu sighed helplessly. This person was too stubborn. She had made his words very clear. No matter what, she could not accept him. Why was she so persistent? Just like how she did not know why he was so persistent towards Lu Junhao, she also did not know why Mu Zexi treated her in such a way.