C167 (2/2)
”Ze Xi, just like Tingting doesn't believe you, he doesn't believe me either.”
Luo Qingyu smiled bitterly. He had thought that he had put it down, but upon hearing this name, she felt a bit of a change.
”Will you go on with him?”
”I don't know. You know, now that so many things have happened to my family, I can't think about love anymore. Right now, I just want to help Dad get back to the company. As for him, he has his own matters to attend to, so we do not have any connections right now. ”
”Xiao Luo, do you love him?”
”Maybe he did. He used to like him a lot, but now he's not as strong as he used to be.”
Mu Zexi felt his heart ache when he saw the tone in her voice. Originally, he thought that Lu Junhao would be able to take good care of her.
”Sorry, Xiao Luo, it was me and Tingting who made the match. If I knew that you would be unhappy, I wouldn't have done anything unnecessary.”
”It's none of your business, it's my own problem. Ze Xi, let's not talk about us anymore, what about you? ”Tingting, she …”
”I used to like Tingting's personality, but she's too paranoid now.”
”Ze Xi, Tingting only loves you too much and is afraid of losing you.”
Luo Qingyu unknowingly said these words, but then suddenly froze, feeling that it was extremely inappropriate.
Lu Junhao had told her the same thing in the past, but when she replied him, his love was not in his arms, but in their mutual trust. Wasn't Mu Zexi the same as her? However, she had already said the same things to persuade Mu Zexi. How could she say that?
Putting themselves and others into consideration, Luo Tingting and Lu Junhao were the same. Their selfish, narrow-minded love would only hurt others. But she would rather tear down a temple than ruin a marriage. Could it be that she had to tell Mu Zexi that Tingting did not know what love was, and such a person was not worth cherishing?
Luo Qingyu was definitely not able to say it.
She felt that Mu Zexi was in the same boat as her, struggling in love. But who in the world wasn't struggling? Some people struggled for money, some people struggled for love. This was perhaps the fate that no one could escape from.
”Ze Xi, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said something like that.”
”Xiao Luo, Tingting did not truly love me.”
”Ze Xi …”
”She kept saying that I had changed my mind. She never looked for reasons in herself.”
It was true that Mu Zexi had a good impression of Luo Qingyu at that time, but for Luo Tingting's sake, he had betrothed her to him. But right now, Luo Tingting didn't believe him at all, so he felt very helpless.
If this continued, would the two really reach the end?
”The relationship between the two of them is based on mutual understanding and trust.”
Mu Zexi's words had really entered Luo Qingyu's heart. Perhaps everyone understood this logic, but actually doing it was extremely difficult. Who could actually completely trust someone else?
It could only be said that the relationship between the two of them wasn't deep enough.
Luo Qingyu did not speak, because she felt that he could no longer persuade Mu Zexi to make up with him. The two of them quietly finished their meal.
”Ze Xi, no matter what happens next between you and Tingting, I hope you can think it through clearly. I don't have any position to persuade you, my feelings are a mess. I hope you can find your own happiness. ”
will find it, Mu Zexi firmly said in his heart.
If she wasn't happy, if she was, then he wouldn't let go this time. He would trust her completely, because he knew what she was like. No matter what she thought of doing in the future, he would do his best to help her. If that person was not the person who could give her happiness, then he would do his best to make her happiness.
She was so tired now, so deep in her eyes, there was something he couldn't understand.
He wanted her to be happy. He wanted her to be as innocent and lovely as she used to be.
Mu Zexi stared at Luo Qingyu, his eyes releasing an intense light.
Luo Qingyu only looked at the road in the distance, and didn't notice the change in Mu Zexi's expression, nor the light that lingered in his eyes.
Luo Qingyu was immersed in his own world. She had thought that he no longer cared about Lu Junhao. But after talking to Mu Zexi today, she deeply realized that perhaps she couldn't pretend that nothing had happened. The weight Lu Junhao held in her heart was not light at all.
She didn't want to force herself to forget what had happened. It would only make her more miserable. What would the future be for her and Lu Junhao? She did not know and did not want to imagine. The days continued, and only by passing would one know what the future looked like.
Neither of them spoke, but walked along the road in silence. Mu Zexi looked at Luo Qingyu, but Luo Qingyu was deep in thought.
Luo Qingyu felt that ever since he was reborn, he had been thinking more and more. The daring to love and hate him had completely changed. Become afraid of disappointment, become stagnant. What would he have done?
However, the current her was no longer the same as the past her. After experiencing so much trials and hardships, she was no longer able to maintain the pure heart of the past.
Was this a good thing or a bad thing?
For the current Luo Qingyu, perhaps it was a good thing. She knew that her father wasn't invincible, that he would be tired, that he would fall down, and that he wouldn't be able to support her in the blue sky.
She was slowly growing up now. People always needed to learn to grow up slowly.
She couldn't be as heartless as before. She still had to do something, had to protect someone, and like before, she would only be killed once again.
Now, he could help his father share the company's troubles, punish those who had hurt her in the past, and with superpower, he could do many things that he couldn't do in the past. He should be happy. But why? Luo Qingyu's heart was empty, what should he do?
What had happened to him? What had he lost? The current Luo Qingyu did not have an answer, nor did she want to know. She believed that if he continued to live his life, he would eventually find out.