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”En!” She nodded her head, laughed twice in astonishment, and continued, ”Yes, yes, it's different, different from what I thought, in the end we still have to return to reality and accept everything. I've already started to accept the fact that I don't have you, so please don't come again, I'm afraid that my attitude towards you will get worse and worse, and you won't be able to bear with me treating you like this.
Si Yi could not believe that such cold and detached words were actually coming from An Yunshi's mouth. The little girl he knew was extremely emotional. She had her own way of thinking about everything. It wasn't like now where she was strange and baffling.
”How can this be!” He almost felt as if he were in a dream.
Only the sound of Deng Lijun's voice, and the unique smell of cigarette smoke, hung over him all the time, telling him that this was not a dream at all.
He stood to one side, staring at the man, and his eyes began to glow with pain.
”I just wanted to be together with you, that's all. I didn't know it would be so difficult, so difficult!”
”You should have known earlier. Actually, the problem between us is not something that can be solved overnight. The possibility of starting from the beginning is also zero!”
She spoke very calmly. It was as if he had completely convinced her not to dwell on such matters in the future.
”The relationship between us was a mistake from the beginning, but it can be considered as a rare experience. I won't try to have a relationship with a noble like you in the future!”
There was still the commoner princess, but with her, everything was impossible.
The corner of her lips slightly pursed, and the expression on her face became increasingly obscure. She had never been through such hardships. Even now, she was still very proud of herself. She would not allow others to insult her.
Even at this stage, she still had a lot of thoughts in her head. She knew that she wouldn't be a very pitiful woman. It wasn't like facing Si Yi's family, where they had no one to rely on. The only thing they could rely on was Si Yi's shallow level of love. Doing something like this was simply too risky. Perhaps, Si Yi's mother knew the nature of her child and knew that he wasn't someone who had been in deep love with her for a long time. Thus, she had sent him to Toronto to look for her. On the other hand, she had too many expectations in the beginning, and now she was under endless pressure.
”I'm a bit tired!” She smiled at Si Yi and said, ”If you're still as fond of me as ever, then let me go, please let me go, please don't come back, I want to safely live my life after this, I don't want to get involved with anyone, especially you, I'm already very afraid, very afraid of your proximity, I know you're very good to me, I'm very grateful to you, but between us, can we stop here?”
Si Yi was even more terrified.
How could he have known that he had only appeared once in a while, only to become what he was now?
”Don't be angry with me, okay?”
”Angry words?” ”She shook her head, her face more or less filled with compassion.” These are not angry words, on the contrary, these are heartfelt words that I had to consider for a long time before I could finally say! ”