Chapter 96: True Friend (2/2)
”And, because of these idiots, my life is not filled with difficulties. For god sake, I am only an eighteen-year-old kid. And, these idiots are forcing this pen to force me to create heaven. Man, it's hard. Why do those mothers even give birth to those idiots?”
”Heaven isn't restricting you from cultivation. Heaven doesn't suck away your qi. Why can't they understand that it doesn't distribute talent? It's their fucking parents who give birth to their fucking talentless children.”
”Why do they blame heaven or god for it? If they have time to blame someone, why not fucking go underwater and train for five years? You can freaking achieve Water Spirit Body.”
”Calm down! Calm down, Guan Xing! CALM DOWN” Suddenly, Qin puts his hands on Guan Xing's shoulder. At this moment, he saw a few drops of tears in Guan Xing's eyes. He pulls Guan Xing into his embrace and says ”Calm down, okay?”
”I can't. I am eighteen. At my age, youngsters cultivate, search for their future partners, make new friends, but why am I stuck with these responsibilities? Do you know few seconds before I created Xiao Feng, she was like nothing to me?”
”She was literally just wind. But, when I created her, I feel like I have a new family, a little sister. That's why I never tried to create her before. She is a spirit. She can fight for me. But, I have a new responsibility to grow her into a stronger spirit.”
”Why do I have to bear these responsibilities? Just because I have a freaking Innate Dao Physique?”
At this moment, Guan Xing crushed Qin with his hug. But, Qin wasn't in the mood to disturb him. Because he knows why Guan Xing was frustrated. It's because the man was forcing him to grow stronger and create heaven.
It's frustrating. While Qin was desperate to grow stronger, Guan Xing was completely opposite. That's why Qin could feel him. Because he felt the same desperation but for the opposite reason than Guan Xing.
”How about this?” Suddenly, he separates Guan Xing away from his embrace and shouted at his face leaving Guan Xing stunned.
”Let me do it! Let me share your responsibility! I don't want the life of what you just said. I want to get stronger. I want to be super strong. So, let me help you. Those heaven-defying geniuses, I will crush them.”
”There will be no heaven-defying geniuses in this world. Every time I find one, I will crush him/her. You are not a woman, so I can't release your frustration at the bed.”
”But, you are a friend. So, I will release your frustration at the battlefield. Let me be strong, let me protect you, let me crush those enemies for you. And if I ever reach the highest realm, teach me how to live a life, teach me how to enjoy every moment of my life.”
Bam!
But suddenly, Guan Xing slammed his fist on Qin's chest. The power smashed Qin to the ground leaving him in confusion. When he raised his head, he saw Guan Xing's eyes turning red.
”No, I don't want you to drift away from your happiness. I won't stop you from chasing strength. I won't stop you from chasing your goal. But, you must enjoy your life on this journey. Yes, I feel frustrated. I feel sad, angry, disappointed but I am going to live with these emotions.”
”Because they are the emotions that make me a human. Don't pity me! If you want to pity someone then have pity for yourself. You have talent, looks, and even shamelessness to attract women. So why? Why are you trying to abandon these emotions?”
”I am your friend, Qin. I can see you growing stronger but I can't see you abandoning your emotions. If you truly treat me as your friend, then instead of letting me enjoy my life, you should kick me and ask me 'Why am I not training?'.”
”True friend doesn't just share others' pain, they also keep their friends on a proper path. Because to share the pain, there could be your family, your lover, but to keep you in your true path, there can only be a friend.”
Qin didn't know what to say. He wrapped his arms around his legs and stayed silent.
Outside the door, there was a young man sitting down. He had his arms wrapped around his legs. After a few minutes, he stood up and smashed the door.
”I want to be your friend as well, a true friend.”
This person was none other than Guo Min.