C334 (1/2)
No, she's happy
For those she loved, others could be ruthless to her, but she herself could not be ruthless to him.
Sun Jinzi sighed, her heart was the softest, she knew that she could not do anything, at least in this matter, she could not do anything.
Because the Qian's disease's personality seemed very soft on the outside, but in reality, with her perseverance, requirements, and conditions, no one could change her.
”Mother, since you have already decided, as your daughter, I have nothing to say. It's just that have you ever thought about it, or at least thought about it for little brother? Did he think he was going to grow up in a place like this? ”
Sun Jinzi looked in every direction. Look at this place, there is only a single courtyard, there is no place to go to when little brother is young, there isn't even a garden.
Moreover, he didn't know if he would have the chance to study in a good academy and enjoy the treatment of a young master by following such a father.
Would he be stepped on like his father in the future?
Sun Jinzi thought about it too much, and only felt pain in her heart.
”Mother …”
”Since you like children so much, and your relationship with the prince is also good, I think you should give birth to one.” Having a baby meant that she wouldn't be paying attention to them all the time.
The Qian's disease thought very well, but when he was careless, he had stabbed Sun Jinzi in the heart.
It wasn't that she didn't want to give birth, she wanted to give birth to a child like the couple for Jin Chupei at all times. However, even though the poison in her body had been cleansed, her body had already suffered from too much cold and it wouldn't be easy to be pregnant.
”The prince has already discussed this with me. If we can't rush this matter, we'll have to leave it to fate.”
They had already discussed it before, and neither of them wanted to give birth to their children. If they came, they would naturally be happy, but if they didn't, they could only wait slowly.
”No matter how capable a woman is, she only wishes to marry a good husband so that she can live a good life with him and give birth to a few children …”
This was the happy day that a woman wanted.
Regardless of what he ate every day, his hands could no longer be like before when he ate coarse tea and light rice. As long as his beloved person was by his side, what was there to be afraid of?
”Mother …”
Sun Jinzi pouted her red lips, slightly unwilling to hear all this.
It was because of the rules and etiquette her mother had received since she was young that she developed her current weak personality.
To put it nicely, everyone said that her mother had a temper, but who knew? Actually, she just felt that her temper was too weak.
Sigh …
What was the use of talking about it? It was something that had already happened, so no matter how much of an excuse he made, it was useless.
This was because the Qian's disease was very stubborn.
Previously, Sun Jinzi did not realize it, but at this moment, she completely understood her thoughts.
”Every person who lives in this world has their own destiny. They all have their own principles and emotional lines. Sometimes, our brief struggle might be useful, but in the end, no one can change the fate of any person.”
Just like her.
Back then, when she was young, she took a fancy to Sun Fuping. She didn't expect that with just that glance, she would have to spend her entire life giving up on him …
Qian's disease shook his head, took the child from Sun Jinzi's embrace and hugged it, gently coaxing him.
”Mother is right, but father has offended the emperor after all, and the emperor himself wants to remove his official position. So, even if Prince and I want to support him, we don't dare to confront the emperor.” Sun Jinzi directly told Qian's disease.
Telling her that she could still help Sun Fuping, however, wouldn't be what they thought she was.
”Zi Er, in fact, when no one is around, I will tell you in secret.”
The Qian's disease pulled Sun Jinzi to sit down, and looked around again before slowly opening her mouth.
”In fact, when my father was still an Elementary Scholar, his face was very plain. He wore a grey robe, and even if he was poor, he would never feel inferior. When he went out to play, he was always charming and funny.
But then, at some point in time, he became a Grand Scholar and was conferred the title of an official by the Emperor. ”
Qian's disease's memories suddenly became clear.
In his memory, not long after that, they were married.
After that, from an unknown point of time, Sun Fuping's personality had changed. When he looked at her, she was no longer that noble young miss of the Hou Mansion family, but an ordinary girl instead, unable to give birth to a son.
She was scolded by his mother, and he would protect her at first. Later on, he would simply ignore the fact that he could not give birth to a son, which had left him physically and mentally exhausted. He would never go to any treatment again.
Later on, he could no longer hold on and let the people in the imperial court arrange for him to be demoted from the position of principal wife under the excuse that he was a childless Qian's disease. Then, she would become a lowly concubinage.
And then later, her daughter...
It was Sun Jinzi who helped her, allowing her to become an official wife once again. Although she was still a straight wife, she was already considered satisfied.
She was originally such an easy person to talk to.
Every time she thought about this situation, Qian's disease would feel that Sun Jinzi in front of her was a precious gift from the heavens.
However, as a mother, she felt that this daughter of hers was too assertive. As a mother, it was not appropriate for her to not listen to her.
However, she had already decided on this matter. She did not want anyone to disturb her or try to persuade her again.
”I know what you mean.”