C228 (1/2)
When Bai Yixuan returned home, she was still not asleep yet, as he had been reading all this while. Then, she saw Family sister walking in with a layer of autumn frost all over her body. Her expression was extremely ugly, to the point where it could be said that she had no expression at all.
When Bai Yixuan saw that Bai Yihui had sat outside, she did not even stop her footsteps. She did not have any strength left at all right now, and the only thing he wanted to do was to lie down on his own bed and have a good sleep. Those memories of the past, whether it was Bai Yixuan from his previous life or the current Bai Yixuan, they were both so hard for you to adapt to.
For the first time, Bai Yixuan realized that leaving someone was actually this unbearable, and could even be said to have exceeded the limits of what had happened before.
So right now, Bai Yixuan had no way to control her emotions. She didn't know what she had been thinking the moment she walked out, and now that she thought about it, it was probably a blank space. There might be hope, hoping that Mu Yefan would chase her out.
Unfortunately, such a thing didn't happen. Hope was still hope after all, and didn't become reality. Although she had acted incredibly tough, now that she thought about it, it felt like she was digging her own heart.
Bai Yihui was startled and quickly shouted, ”Xuan Er, why are you here?”
There was no response, and perhaps the only response was the door that Bai Yixuan closed very quickly. Bai Yihui was completely stupefied, and had gone to take care of Mu Yefan, even though it was obviously normal for him to do so during the day, what exactly is going on? Could it be that she had quarrelled with Mu Yefan again, but because Mu Yefan was injured to such an extent, how could the two of them argue?
It was a pity that Bai Yixuan did not say a word, Bai Yihui could see that the house was dark, but Bai Yihui did not believe that Bai Yixuan was sleeping, what exactly happened to her, when they returned home she did not even turn on the light, could it be that something happened to Mu Yefan?
Thinking about this, Bai Yihui could no longer sit still. He reached out his hand, wanting to kick the door open forcefully, but realized that Bai Yixuan did not even bother to lock the door. Bai Yihui carefully entered Bai Yixuan's room, and was immediately startled.
Because Bai Yixuan was currently sitting in front of the table and staring straight at him, he could borrow the outside light to see that Family sister was actually crying.
”Xuan Er, what's wrong with you? Don't scare Big Brother, did something happen to Ye Fan or something? Are you hungry? Big Brother will go and make you something to eat.”
However, Bai Yihui's nagging seemed to seep into Bai Yixuan's heart bit by bit. She cried without making a sound, but his tears still fell from his eyes. had been acting too strong for a long time, to the point that people had forgotten that she was still just a girl.
She was also someone who would cry when she was weak and try to escape when she was sad. Other than making Bai Yixuan feel even more wronged, Bai Yihui didn't feel anything else from's care.
”Xuan Er, say something, what's wrong with you, tell Big Bro, could it be that that brat Mu Yefan is bullying you? He is bullying your big brother to take revenge for you, you can do anything, but you have to tell Big Bro …”
”Big brother …” Bai Yixuan suddenly raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, her face was small, as though she was the size of a palm.
Even though he had watched Bai Yixuan's changes for so many years, only the current Bai Yixuan seemed to have merged with the Bai Yixuan of many years ago. At that time, Bai Yixuan was also so helpless, and when Bai Yihui returned late, she would often find Bai Yixuan hiding in her room and crying.
He had clearly thought that her Family sister's mood was abnormal and needed to take care of more of her. However, because his life was so busy, Bai Yihui had still neglected this matter.
When he found out that Bai Yixuan jumped into the water and committed suicide, he wished that she could have killed herself. He had clearly felt that something was wrong from the very beginning, but why didn't he care at all?
He clearly saw the Family sister in pain, but why didn't he reach out to pull her out of the mud?
Bai Yihui immediately became on guard. He looked at Bai Yixuan's crying face and said, ”Xuan Er, don't cry, tell Big Bro what happened, it's fine even if you don't say it, no matter what, Big Bro will always stand by your side, Big Bro will always love and protect you, so don't you ever think about it, we can slowly talk about everything, any kind of suffering or suffering can be smoothed over by time. Big Bro knows your mood, and you definitely can't do anything …”
Bai Yixuan was originally immersed in grief, but after hearing Bai Yihui's words, she suddenly understood, probably there was a period of time when the real Bai Yixuan committed suicide, it was a pity that Bai Yihui did not notice that at that time.
Although she was no longer alone, Bai Yixuan could still feel Bai Yihui's concern and fear.
”Big brother, I want to eat the scallion noodles that you made.”
Bai Yihui did not refuse, he reached out and pulled Bai Yixuan along, and said, ”Big brother will cook for you, let's go and sit outside, your room is too dark, big brother will cook good food for you.”
Bai Yixuan did not object. Instead, she followed Mu Yefan out of the house and into the light of day, causing the tears on Bai Yixuan's face to become even more obvious. Bai Yihui knew that Family sister's emotions were unstable, so she did not continue asking.
”Xuan Er, it's so cold outside, drink a cup of tea to warm your body. In the end, you are still a girl, you still have to pay more attention. Girls are different from boys, there are a lot of things that you have to take note of.”
Bai Yixuan didn't say anything, she only held the teacup to warm her hands, and then, drank a mouthful, ”I got it Big Brother, don't worry about me. Big Brother, hurry up and make me some scallion noodles. I'm so hungry.”