C226 (2/2)
”A Mu, you clearly know what I mean, are you still going to pretend to be stupid?”
”What do you mean?”
”Have you already remembered your past? It's just that you're not willing to say it, so you're still acting in front of me.” Bai Yixuan immediately opened her mouth and said, not giving Mu Yefan the slightest bit of leeway to catch her breath.
Mu Yefan slightly raised his chin, and could still see that he did not have a smile on his face, it was just that he looked a little strange at the moment, and a little cold. It wasn't that Bai Yixuan had never seen Mu Yefan like this, it was just that Mu Yefan had never treated him like this before.
”Then what's the medicine you've been giving me? It's even been in the food for a long time …”
”You know all about it?” Bai Yixuan was shocked.
”I know, I know. I just don't want to say it, so what does Xiao Bai want to know about my past? Is a person's past really that important? I don't care about you right now, why must you remind me of my past? Have you thought that possibly passing memories might be a form of torture for me?”
Mu Yefan rarely spoke so much, to the point that it could be said that in the eyes of many people, Mu Yefan did not have much to say, but the things that Mu Yefan said was like a sharp sword that was thrust into Bai Yixuan's body.
That feeling was a suffocating pain, she couldn't even instantly tell if she should blame herself or hate Mu Yefan. She just knew that this complicated emotion enveloped her heart, making it impossible for her to control her own words.
”So you think I've always been harming you? Then why didn't you tell me earlier? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Then I wouldn't have to spend so much effort trying to please you, and I wouldn't even have to spend so much time searching for ancient books.”
How can I force you to do something that you don't like? You clearly said at the beginning that you don't want to recover your memories, but I just didn't believe it and still wanted to secretly help you recover your memories. Thinking about it now is just a joke.
It's fun to lie to me, even if you want to, you have to pretend that you can't remember in front of me, I'm still thinking if my prescription is still not good enough.
But no matter what I asked you, I wouldn't tell you. I almost believed it, and I thought you might have some kind of problem that you wouldn't want to talk to me about, and yes, I'm not your man.
I don't know what your past is, maybe you're right. You don't want to think about your past, but I forced you to think about it. It's all my fault, I shouldn't have meddled with you from the beginning, and I shouldn't have known you.
Since that's the case, Mu Yefan, while we have yet to fall into a trap, let's disperse and not even bother about friends anymore. ”
”Xiao Bai.” Mu Yefan frowned. He was not good at managing his emotions, so up until now, no matter how strong the waves in his heart were, he would rarely react. The situation before his eyes had obviously already surpassed Mu Yefan's understanding.
He could feel that Bai Yixuan was really angry, and was as angry as last time. He even said that he wanted to get back together and leave, and he knew that if he didn't say something now, he really wouldn't be able to stop him. However, he couldn't say a single word.
Bai Yixuan stood in place and looked at the cold and indifferent Mu Yefan, then suddenly laughed, ”My big brother advised me, he said that your past might not be a good person, I never believed it. I feel that you are a rare person who is cold on the outside but warm on the inside, I can feel care and concern for you. ”To be able to feel emotions that are different from others, I even feel that …”
Bai Yixuan did not continue, but the words that she wanted to say but hesitated could not be clearer.
Now that I think about it, maybe I was blind in the past, and really saw wrong, maybe I really misjudged you, and this matter was indeed my fault, I did not ask you clearly, and under circumstances that you were unwilling, I gave you the medicine, and I even troubled the Young Master Mu to cooperate with me for so long, and even hid things from me with great effort, it was all my fault, I shouldn't have been like this, I'm really sorry.
”Don't be like this …” Mu Yefan still spoke out.
Bai Yixuan stood far away from the door, and slowly bowed towards Mu Yefan, ”I am the one who has let you down, and many things are my fault. I was the one who did not understand from the beginning, that what I want is not what others want, and that what I think is right, is not something that not everyone thinks is the right person.
A wishful thinking thing would never have a good result from the start. If you were to bring trouble to Young Master Mu in such a long time, I will definitely not ask about your past anymore. Your wounds have not fully healed yet, so changing medicines by yourself might be quite troublesome.
You can go find a hospital and treat your wound, and remember to change it in time, or else the wound will definitely be infected. Now that the weather is cold, don't be silly and don't know how to keep warm, and when it is cold, remember to put on more clothes, remember to light the fire, and remember to warm the house.
”Also, you should remember to eat. The food you cook is really hard to finish, so it's better for you to go down the mountain and eat something good instead of eating wild vegetable porridge everyday. You're already very thin …”
”Xiao Bai...”
”I'm leaving.” Mu Yefan laughed and turned to leave. Mu Yefan could feel Bai Yixuan's determination, and could even feel how firm she was in her heart, which was a type of feeling that could not be refused. It was possible that Bai Yixuan had really been injured by her, so Mu Yefan stood there blankly without moving for a long time.