Chapter 85 - Her heart feel suffocated. (2/2)

”Best Friend?” it was unexpected for her. She had thought that she was just a mere friend but here he goes claiming her as his best friend.

”Yeah of course. You are not less than a best friend to me, or I might say you are the only one”

”Wow Wow, wait a second. Don't say you don't have any friends in your life. How is that possible?” she wasn't able to believe him. She knew true friends are really hard to make but still life always give everyone that someone in life with whom you can share all your thoughts and worries without making any thought.

”Who said I don't have one? I have you now and apart from you there is none whom I can trust to the extent where I put all my guards down”, he said while looking at her as she was the one on whom he can rely.

Lifen was a little taken aback at his words. His word were so simple yet it hold such a deep meaning which can easily mislead the word friendship to love. She nodded to him and looked out of the window. She loved to watch the passing street lights which always gave her hope that nothing is still in life, pain will always wane away after time passes.

She was interrupted in between her thoughts again when her phone rang. She picked up and without waiting the other side to respond, she buzz, ”Chang, I am almost there”.

”Why have to ask these two demons here”, he hissed softly.

”I haven't asked them. I have only informed them about your condition and they went to visit you. It's good you won't be alone now”.

”Yeah, but I want to spend my time with you”.

”Okay, wait a bit more. I will be there soon”, she said and disconnected the call. This was the only thing she never wanted. An unwanted relationship always becomes a burden on your heart. It's neither healthy for you nor for anyone else. This mere feeling make her heart feel suffocated.

By now, Deming was dwelling whether to say his next words to her or not but now seeing her suffocation, which was really hard for her to hide he decided for it. He doesn't know but now he was sure that he can't see his only friend in so much pain. He can't let her live suffocating herself like this.

”Lifen, why don't you stop this. You don't have to force yourself that hard”

She tilted her head to look at him, he was looking at her for a while now. She understood what he was talking about but didn't know how a answer him.

”I can't break his heart this time. It pains a hundredfold when someone breaks it. I can't let him suffer again. And he had only asked me for 3 months. I can do that much for him”.