Chapter 82 - Infatuation. (1/2)
Lifen didn't wanted to argue with him anymore. Her heart was already wavering because of his intense gazes and previous words. Her heart was already contradicting with her mind. Even a second longer with him, will expose her shredded heart and she can't let that happen.
She quickly waved her hand and was about pull the door open, when he grabbed her tightly and slammed her back at the french glass window, pinning her both hands on it with his hand and his legs almost straddling her sides.
”So you don't love me? You had stopped loving me. Answer me, Little Cat. Answer me or I will...”, he said in a hoarse seductive voice.
Her mind lost all the rationality to think, it got blank. Her heart was beating erratically. No, she can't let this happen. She can't let him affect her. She won't let him hurt her again. She tightly closed her eyes to get her thoughts back.
The moonlight coming from the window illuminated her face giving it an angelic aura. Deming was lost in her mesmerizing countenance. Her fluttering eyelashes, her shivering lips were very amusing to him. He subconsciously started fondling her cheeks with his back of the palm.
”Your expressions and the way you are reacting you my touch is giving me other hints, Little Cat. Tell me, have you really given up the feelings for me”, his voice getting softer. He was clearly seducing her.
Lifen snapped open her eyes. Her eyes were full of fire, that could burn anything. ”You are just like the other guy, Mr.Wang . What are you trying to do here. Be a loyal boyfriend at least. Why are you tarnishing the word 'love'?”
She remained calm under his grip. Her body has gave in to his seduction but her mind is not that weak. She always thinks with her heart but that doesn't mean that she will let it get hurt again and again. She gathered all her strength to bring such fierceness in her eyes when her heart has gone weak.
”I feel pity for my heart. How can it fall for a person like you? I regret...oops sorry I pity Ms.Long, how can she be with you when your feelings are insincere for her”, she continued.
Deming loosened his grip on her shoulders and dashed out the room.
Lifen heaved a sigh of relief, 'Thank God, it worked'. She gently patted her heart to ease her erratic heartbeat. At this moment, she received a call from Chang.
”Dear, where are you? I am waiting for you. Let's have dinner together ”, his voice was full of enthusiasm.
Lifen closed her eyes gently, ”Sorry Chang. I can't have the dinner with you today. You should rest. I am on my way home. I will come to visit you tomorrow”.
”Okay! But I will be waiting for your visit”, he said and hung up the call.
Lifen has agreed to be her girlfriend but she doesn't know how to comply with it. She has always considered him as her friend, a good friend. How can she change his position in her heart?
She exited the room and soon hailed a cab to her way home. Her mind was still recalling Deming's words.