Chapter 1195 - A Familiar Face (1/2)

The truth of Earth Two? What lies beneath this world that seems so normal?

This is the thoughts that is swirling inside his mind right now

And how is it connected with everything?

Azief did not feel this before but as he follows the trail leading to this weird world he is in now, this projection, his heart is beating fast

There is a sense of him close to something. It is an instinct of sorts. Something that his conscious mind did not catch but his unconscious mind senses

'There is something about this. There is something that I had missed. This kind of feeling…. this kind of excitement and anxiousness, fear and awe melded into one emotion….' Azief thought to himself and he had reached to a conclusion

There is the feeling of about to face a grand destiny. He did not know how to explain how he reached to that conclusion. What matter is that this is the kind of premonition that he had.

That is why he said to himself that he must have missed something.

Azief had always try not to think too much of Earth Two

Azief closes his eyes for a second and the memory of his life in Earth Two seems to flash inside his mind

There were good memories. Happy ones. But there are also sad ones. A sad memory does not discredit the happy ones.

But...but….it was not easy for him.

Because his happy times was because of a person. And his saddest memory is also about the same person.

So, when he thinks of his happy memories in Earth Two, he undoubtedly would veer to the sad part of the memories.

Most of the time, he would try to forget his memory in Earth Two.

He tries to forget it because he had made a promise to himself that he would never tried to search for Na Eun again.

He was tempted actually when he was running alongside Will in the space and time channel. Tempted to just veer off course and ty to seek the world where Na Eun has gone to. To just see her face and tell her that he did not die.

To give him another kiss.

To settle whatever, it is between them and not leave it unresolved like that.

He wanted to tell her that at that time, he was younger. More immature. A man that does not entirely knows what he wants.

That he had now in a way, better. That he now could answer that question of hers

Are they forever? She had once asked this question from him

And he did not have an answer. No….to be more accurate the answer would not be something that would make anyone happy and so he never answers it

But…. but….as he experiences many things in his life, he had the confidence to answer that question but now he couldn't see her anymore

Each time he is tempted.

One foot veers off and he could do that. He could have ended up in Earth two and using that tears went to the place where Na Eun is.

But he did not.

And as he tries to forget about that world, trying to forget about her, because remembering her and not going after her is a silent pain of his that he did not really share to anyone.

Not to Sofia. Not to Katarina. Not to Loki and not to Sina. It is a pain that only he understands.

A pain that he relishes because by feeling that pain, he knows that Na Eun is still there…. there in his heart.

His love for her might not be as passionate as it is with Sofia or as miraculous like with him and Katarina, but during that time, when he was at Earth Two, he was alone.

At that time, even though there was a subtle feeling with Sofia, he was not with anyone. And Na Eun enter his heart and his heart was true but it was also full of reservation.

Azief had regretted that he had never love her fully because he knows that he would leave. And he did not give his heart fully to her.

Not because he is afraid that she would hurt it but because he fears that the more he loves her, the more he would get hurt at the inevitable separation.

He was younger. He was more full of worries. And he did not understand what he had understood now.

If he knows what he knows now, he would just enjoy that moment fully, giving her his heart unreservedly

But it is only after he could not see her again, that he realizes all of this thing. Azief had few regrets in his lie and he tries not to make a lot of regrets.

And one of them is that. It is not loving her fully.

And he knows that however tempted he is to try to see her again, he must not