Chapter 730 (1/2)
Jin Yumo has already had breakfast. Today's breakfast was fed by Zhou Manchun. Zhou Manchun's eyes were red when she fed Jin Yumo breakfast. Since she came back from the United States, Xiao Mo has been so big that she has been able to eat by herself for a long time. For so many years, she has never fulfilled her mother's responsibility, even feeding her children for the first time.
At the thought of this, Zhou Manchun can't blame himself.
Zhou Manchun looks at the desert in front of him. His heart is like being grabbed by someone. He is very sad. Why? God wants him to go through so many bad things. Since he was born, he has suffered a lot. This time, I don't know what the result will be.
As a mother, Zhou Manchun feels like she has failed.
She didn't stay with the child when he needed her most. Instead, she chose to avoid. Zhou Manchun felt selfish. In those days, she was totally focused on her emotions and carefully cared for her mood. She didn't want to hurt herself, but Jin Beisen and Jin Yumo were hurt.
”Mom, why are you crying again?” Jin Yumo asks in a fog. In these two days, Zhou Manchun has watched him secretly wipe his tears for many times. After all, Jin Yumo is a child, and he is very curious. But no matter how she asks, Zhou Manchun will say something like ”mom is OK, you are good, little desert”.
At this moment, Jin Yumo hopes to become an adult in a twinkling of an eye. Maybe in this way, Zhou Manchun won't worry about it.
”Mom is OK, but her eyes are a little uncomfortable these days. She didn't cry.” Zhou Manchun raised his head and carefully wiped away his tears, pretending to be strong.
Jin Yumo looks at Zhou Manchun with a hesitant expression, and he doesn't know if Zhou Manchun is lying. When he looks at Zhou Manchun, he finds that Zhou Manchun's eyes dodge for a while, and she specifically avoids his eyes, which makes Jin Yumo feel more strange.
The position of the heart twitches, and the slender arm of the woman trembles. Jin Beisen embraces Zhou Manchun from behind, his chin is on her shoulder, and his magnetic voice is low: ”let me do it.”
Zhou Manchun handed the bowl to Jin Beisen, but ran out. He went to the end of the corridor of the hospital alone and quietly wiped his tears.
Kang song and a group of bodyguards were standing at the door. Seeing this scene, Kang song immediately chased out. He didn't know what happened to Zhou Manchun. Did he quarrel with Jin Beisen?
Zhou Manchun is standing by the window. She was in the ward just now. She can't control her broken mood. She wants to cry out. Why should God treat Xiaomo like this! What did little desert do wrong?
For a while, Zhou Manchun's heart was full of resentment. She resented herself, Su Muni and everyone who wanted to hurt Jin Yumo.
Kang song took out a package of napkins from his pocket. The gentleman handed them to Zhou Manchun and said, ”madam, don't be sad. I'm sure you will do well.”
Zhou Manchun still wiped his tears and said with heartache: ”I hope he is well. As a mother, I hope my child is well.”
Kang song frowned, didn't answer, but quietly waited for Zhou Manchun to say.
Zhou Manchun's lips trembled, with a cry in his voice, ”but Why do bad things happen to one child over and over again? He's innocent. If it's my fault, punish me. Don't hurt my children! ”