Chapter 489 (1/2)
In the past, Jin Beisen was a person who was used to sleeping late. He always had too many things in his mind, so he couldn't sleep at night. In the days when he was with Zhou Manchun, he slept very steadfastly, and his heart was no longer empty.
After Zhou Manchun left, Jin Beisen's sleep became very poor. Sometimes, he would wake up several times in a night. He often dreamed that Zhou Manchun fell off the cliff and left him. It was like a nightmare that haunted him for three years.
”Well, I'm just about to go to bed. You can go to bed earlier, too.” Zhou Manchun pressed her chest tightly. Suddenly, she felt out of breath. When facing Jin Beisen, even though she was on the other side of the phone, her heart beat disorderly.
But the situation is different when facing Yu Chen. She and Yu Chen always talk in a light way. Maybe it's because they don't have love after all.
Jin Beisen hung up and didn't say ”good night” to Zhou Manchun. In the past, he always waited for Zhou Manchun to hang up first, which was also the performance of Jin Beisen when he was a gentleman.
After being hung up first, Zhou Manchun's heart was a little empty. She looked up. It seemed that Jin Beisen's enlarged face appeared in the sky. She looked at the dark blue sky and fell into deep thought.
”Goodnight, Junichiro.” Jin Beisen said through his mobile phone, although he had already hung up at the moment.
A tall figure stood on the balcony, and the evening wind blew every inch of his skin, but his eyes were sore. His heart was as painful as a needle, his eyes were slightly cold, and his smile of self mockery filled the bottom of his eyes.
What is the result of three years? It's her betrayal. It's her family with others. It's her sudden indifference. I know the ending is like this. Should I wait?
After Zhou Manchun hung up the phone, she silently said ”good night” to Jin Beisen in the bottom of her heart. She was paralyzed and lied to others and herself, but she could not escape after all.
In fact, Zhou Manchun knows Jin Beisen's mind very well. She just likes him, but she is stubborn and refuses to say it. Zhou Manchun is a perfectionist. She wants to get all Jin Beisen, not just a little Jin Beisen. She's so scared. She goes back to that home, to 520 Haibin road. In the room on the third floor, or in Jin Beisen's heart, there is still Lin Xingyan Existence.
Zhou Manchun thought that he had a clear conscience and completely forgotten Jin Beisen when he came back this time. But after meeting again and again, her heart was still out of rhythm after all. She suddenly laughed at herself. What she forgot about Jin Beisen was just self deception.
Feelings, the most afraid is to cut constantly and manage chaos, if it is really like this summer night's wind, gently blowing, nothing to take away, then how good.
And Jin Beisen, again and again, put down his dignity, but when he saw Zhou Manchun and Yu Chen together, his heart was as hot as if it had been watered out by a touch of ice water in an instant. It was really painful!
In these three years, Jin Beisen has never met any woman, but Zhou Manchun betrayed him. Can she really accept such a thing?
Jin Beisen asked himself again and again that the feelings he hoped for were pure, and Zhou Manchun in his mind was perfect, just like her name, pure, and she could only belong to him.
When he woke up, Jin Beisen laughed at himself severely again and again. It turned out that he was amorous. How could Zhou Manchun care so much about him? If she cared, she would not have left that year. She didn't even give him a chance to explain.
Those remaining regrets, like the poison hidden in the heart, slowly ferment until his thoughts on her become more and more strong and uncontrollable.
Jin Beisen just wants to prove that Zhou Manchun has his own existence in her heart. If she has no him in her heart, what should he do?
Jin Beisen, who has always had a clear mind, even lost his mind at this moment. A strong sadness soaked him in the sad night, which lasted for a long time.
But when the light of dawn comes out of the sky, hope will reappear again.