168 Episode 61: Preparedness and Rapid Alert (1/2)
To Ilia's inquiry, I tried to inflate my imagination.
Slowly getting old with me and Yufi staying the same.
Still, you must be able to laugh at each other. If we can live our time together.
Yufi helps me dream. Wishes me happiness. So I'm sure, no grievances will remain.
I love Yufi too. I want to be happy. Keep thinking of Ufi in the time allowed to you.
So I'm sure I'll die laughing. Live to laugh and die, live. At the end of it, what will Uffi do after he drops me off?
As a person, live the time allowed without regret. That must be happiness, very natural happiness as a person.
- You'll be happy, ”I am.” But what about Uffi, who will be left?
”- If you're going to leave Uffi behind and die, I'll throw away being a person.”
Maybe I'll leave Uffi in life? I can't believe I might leave Uffi alone, like that - I can't stand it.
Whether I was wrong as a person or trying to be something distorted with it, I just can't get the happiness I wanted anymore as a person.
I can't let go. Yufi, that kid is mine. I dedicated myself to that girl, too. So even in the course of time, we will not allow ourselves to be separated.
Originally, I was a heretic child who caught a glimpse of my previous life's memory. Without being abandoned for being that heresy, I grew up as a distorted person.
Uffi accepted that whole thing. Thus, as a princess, she dreamed of me wanting to be a wizard. Meeting Yufi must have been such great luck that I would never meet again in the future.
”In my case, I sometimes say it's because I'm on my way... but if it's about to leave Uffi alone, I'll stop being human. If you have to let go of Yufi, I don't feel worth being a person, and there's nothing untrained about it.”
”You're so clear.”
”Ha, because you've decided to stay with Uffi, who will have a longer life span. Besides, I'm not gonna keep Yuffi tied to the throne forever.”
Uffi is a spiritual contractor. It is the vessel called man, whose contents are the great spirits of willingness. So it's another different kind of immortality from vampires.
Uffi became queen in his own desire, but it was the path he chose with his own desire to put an end to old times by becoming a symbol of the inheritance of all the traditions that had long gone on.
Ahead, spread magic to the Kingdom of Palettia to forge a new relationship between nobility and the civilian population. From the time when nobility is in charge of everything, to the time when everyone moves toward hope. Me and Uffi chose to move forward hand in hand for those times.
So one day, Uffi will also be asked to step out of the queen's throne. bonds with the Spirit made by the Spirit covenant, not relying on all that, but leaving it as one of the means. We want those times.
Creating a country where the absolute king does not unite everything, but where everyone can join hands and join forces. When such a country is created, Yufi's power gets in the way the other way. It's not like anything you don't want to end the old days could be trying to celebrate Uffi.
Well, I'm also thinking about grabbing it if it does.
”Besides, I want to see the wider world. The Kingdom of Palletia is home. I think it's important. But I care about my dreams just as much. So I want you to have Uffi next door. I want to see the world with Yufi. So I'm not going to die first. I think I'd throw away being a person if I had to.”
I'm not going to actively stop people, but I also have no reason to stay with people. If I had to, I would choose that path without hesitation.
Even if, for example, they become beings who may be neglected by people. If I can live with Uffi, that's fine.
After all, at the end of the day, I can't choose to be ”the wizard who makes everyone happy.” Poke it out, cut it off, and the only thing that stays at the end is princess Uffi for me.
I'm also afraid of myself like that. That's why I don't want to cut anything off. Once I choose the path to truncate, I will be truncated one after the other.
Longer hands than people, faster feet than people, willingness to reach out - fear for yourself. Because I can be so inhuman.
”Even if you can't choose to end it, you can choose to end it. Then I'm decided. I don't need an end. I decide my end. I will destroy everything that stands in my way.”
If the time were to come for me to end, it would be when Yufi was truly satisfied. We sink into each other's sleep anymore, and I keep fighting against anything that tries to end me until the time comes when I think this eye doesn't have to open.
”So I don't deserve to stop Ilia... but I'm sure it's not an easy road. When I say I want to decide the end myself, I mean I take responsibility for it until the end. I'm already ready. Now I know exactly what it is.”
”... Yes”
”That's why Ilia thinks and decides. And then you should discuss it with Raini a lot.”
”I know.... Dear Anisphere”
”Hmm?”
”... I was happy to have been picked up by you and come alive with you. It's also because of you that I am now. If Raini wants... No”
Once he interrupts the words, Ilia takes a deep breath and then turns her gaze at me again.
”Even if I've been out of people's lives for a long time. He wants to live with the Anispheres.”
”... Ilia”
”It's not like we've got a firm foothold yet. Because that's what I have to talk to Raini about, too. But on top of that, I'd like to see the world with the Anispheres. I've taught you that if you live, you can change the world.”
Ilia smiling with that said seemed the liveliest face I've ever seen.
I can't help but be happy because I think Ilia would stay with me forever.
Once, I thought of throwing Ilia away. That's because it pushed Ilia in the form of a husband and a squire. But I chose once again that we are obedient.
And now he wants our relationship from Ilia. A relationship that says we want to live together, not just in the form of subordination.
Just following others, Ilia was kick-ass and able to make a change, but she was overwhelmed with sudden changes.
I am in the future that Ilia wished for me like that. I think that's a very happy thing. Emotions twitch and spread all over your body so that the back of your mind can tighten.
”If you could tell Ilia that, I'd be really happy to.”
”... Really?”
”Yeah. - Thanks.”
Thanksgiving words out of nature and mouth. Ilia, hearing it, smiled and nodded small and closed her eyes. That seemed like it was chewing my words off.
”Welcome, - thank you. Dear Anisphere,”
- Here, I think it would have been great if tonight was over.
But my anxiety woke through this night with the worst.
”- Sister Wang! Oh, my God!”
More and more, me and Ilia glanced at the door with the voice of a samurai screaming in haste to knock. Ilia opened the door, feeling the signs of impatience.
”What is it?
”Dear Ilia! Were you out here......! More than that, I am in the news of the fire to Her Royal Highness the King!
”What happened?
”- It's a stampede occurrence!
The samurai, who shook her legs, nearly collapsed as it were, so Ilia backs her up in a daze.