16 Lesson 16: Things Still Stagnate (1/2)

The night I came home from Count Sprout's house, I was wearing my arms in my own room and bothering my head.

The impression I heard about Navru-kun is that it is still the result of the outburst of admiration for Miss Raini, mainly Al-kun. I also feel like Miss Raini has no thoughts there. Though not yet definitive.

From the impression I've heard so far, it's hard to believe Miss Raini is up to something. In other words, the failure of Al Kun and his team in this case will be on their own. When this happens, Al will have to bring it back on his own to overturn his assessment from this failure.

”... are you okay, Al?”

Honestly, Al is in great trouble if you don't do your best. It is very difficult for me to inherit the throne. Whatever you scratch, all you see is a future that will raze the country.

That's the side that got caught up if she also said that Miss Raini doesn't have any thoughts. More than all this fuss, I don't know where you stand.

”Hmm... I'd like to see it straight once or so,”

About 80% of my suspicions of Miss Raini ended up digesting in me. Navru-kun didn't even seem to be thought guided by someone. When that happens, it is Al who will raise the priority of the problem.

Al, if my judgment keeps going crazy because of my eroticism, the trouble is that I have to take the throne. It's a frightening future. I don't want to be a king. And a queen like no other before.

”I just want to live a life of studying magic and developing magic tools with ease.”

Unexpectedly blurry. This unintentional situation is disgusting as the sludge seems to get entangled. Though I thought I'd just fall asleep, my head is getting weird today.

What's the catch in plundering this corner of thought? Because you've come up with the possibility of becoming a queen? How do you know what those people at the center of the case were thinking? Caught. Yes, it's as if there's no theory, no basis, intuition... -.

”- Dear Anis, are you still awake?

Delayed in thought, he rounds his eyes to the voice he hears from across the door with the sound of a knock. If I ran over to the door for a small run and opened it, Uffi was already standing ready to go to bed.

”Ufi? What's going on?

”May I have a moment?

”I don't mind, what's wrong?

Invite Yufi into the room to sit in a chair for visitors. Though I let the interaction at Count Sprout's house go past my head for a moment, it soon disappeared with dew.

”Want something to drink? You can serve tea right away, right?

”So can I have it?

”Okay, sweetheart.”

I have a set of magic tricks in my room so I can have tea right away. I like it because it's easy to drink tea, although it's no match for Ilia's brewed tea.

Also, my father told me to bring the same type of magic props for myself, so I'm giving them to him. It may begin to spread to the aristocracy and among the civilian population once safety has been established and mass production guidelines have been put in place. I also feel like I can't wait just a little when I think about that day.

Finish preparing your tea, recommend it to Uffi, and then I'll sit down and have a cup of tea too.

”So, what's up?

”Which way was Master Anis going out today?

Yuffi asked looking straight at me. I put my breath down for a cup of tea I prepared myself.

Well, I wonder what's going on. Should I tell Yufi that I was listening to him around the college? I don't know if I feel bad talking to you. Think about what to do… I decided to speak honestly. Because it's a problem that involves him, he won't be able to cut off his involvement no matter what.

”To the Earl Sprout family. I'm here to see Navre.”

”To Master Navre?

Yuffi looks a little surprised and then turns into a complicated look. I didn't really care there because I knew that Navru-kun's topic wouldn't be a pleasant one for Yufi.

”A lot. What were you thinking, thinking? I thought I'd find out if there were any conspiracy guidelines there.”

”Is Master Anis himself?

”The right to inherit the throne rolled in, and I can't help but interpret to leave this case alone. At first, I asked the Knights of Sprout what was going on, and I wanted to talk to him. You can't even get caught up in something.”

”... have the doubts been resolved?

”What about 80%?

That said, have another sip of tea. Uffi was silent, but he immediately raised his face and threw the question at me.

”How was Master Navre?

”I was depressed when I talked properly. I think if I explained what I did, I'd find out. Even if you can reflect, it's up to you to rewind from here.”

”Was it...”

Yufi's voice has no power, his expression remains dark. I knew you'd be sick. It hasn't been that long, and it hasn't all worked out.

”... I don't know about love sickness”

”Love sickness, is it”

”Even though I know it sounds like a fever, I don't know how to treat it because I don't feel it. Take care, at best.”

”Does Master Anis think falling in love is like being sick?

”I'm sick in the sense that my mind is no longer normal and I can't make the right decision. It's a nasty disease with no pills on it.”

Love is an overflowing expression of emotion. Something I can't keep inside me, strong thoughts. That's why love is a pain in the ass. I've never felt it myself, so I'm just aware of it.

”It's an annoying story, not at all”

”I was wondering if you would accuse others of being annoying...”

”Oh, yeah, I'm sorry.... Well, if you say you're in love with magic, you can't deny it. No, what do you say? I guess my thoughts on magic are already in the realm of love”

”Is love different from love?

”Mmm. I'm not, I guess. It's only due to subjectivity.”

Love is something to fall for. If you ask for it, you won't stop, it's like a severe fever that fills your heart with augmentation.

What is love against? It is my belief that love is something to be, something to be.

”I think love is natural. It becomes natural to love someone or something. It's becoming commonplace, and that's why I don't realize it unless I'm conscious. And when you realize love, it deepens. I think love is a lot like the truth.”

”Is it the truth?

”People can live without love, but with love, they become richer. That's all it takes to be rich. If there's nothing there to fill you up with, you can know you're filled with something. I think it's great.”

Ultimately, people can live without love. Still, people can't disconnect with others because they have the ability, the heart, to love someone.

Born as something with a heart. I love something. That's natural. It just takes a pursuit to call it love, and you might not even recognize it as love without a hang-up.

Love is a cut of love, and love may lead to love. I can't talk about love. It's me, but I can talk about love. Because I can clearly say that's what makes me who I am right now.

”... I'm not sure if Master Anis is an idiot or a genius”

All of a sudden, you're being rude.

Fools and geniuses say it's a piece of paper, but even I don't have a pattern for preaching. Navru-kun, 'cause he realized it himself. It wasn't because I preached, it was just a conversation with me hanging up.

Exhale and stare at Yuffi's face. Yufi was laughing and dropping her gaze like she was in some trouble. Staring unexpectedly at his worried expression, he turns his expression to a bitter smile whether he realizes that Uffi is being seen.

”... I think so. You've been so good to me, I'm worried I'll stay this way.”

”Is that why you're here?

”If I were you, Anis, I'd feel like you'd answer me.”

”Of course I answer. Yufi suited my eyes with that talent and effort. He's a natural right. It's not for Al, it's not for Navre, it's not for Miss Raini.”

”Thank you.... I know it's important to rest and to stop. But it's kind of too calm, I don't feel comfortable.”

Like some trouble, Uffi distorts his expression and strokes the edge of the cup in his hand with his finger.

”So what is it? I was wondering where you went today. Ever since I left, I've seemed to be worried about something. So what's bothering my mind is that I'm sorry about what happened...”

”Uffi never feels responsible. You're the victim, Yuffi.”

”No.... I guess there was something wrong with me. Otherwise nothing went wrong. Different?

”I wouldn't deny that either...”

It's not like Uffi has no responsibility. But I also think it's force majeure. Yufi was trying to be perfect as a queen without feeling more in love than she had to be. I don't think that's bad in itself, I just think we should have asked others to understand.

And it was Al who should understand. I don't think Al has room for discretion in that regard. That's why I think Al is totally bad, because some of us aren't, and it's kind of complicated.

”... where it ends”

”Yes?”

”Maybe I don't want to give up on someone being bad”

I wish we were all happy, and I want it to be a wish that everyone thinks it is at the same time.

But I don't think there's a way for humans to understand. I felt so bad about it. I don't dream anymore, I don't want it. I'm not saying I never thought so.

Bad men are bad, and sin must be punished and atoned for. I know that people can make a difference compared to humans and dye their hands for bad things, and things roll for bad things.