C253 (1/2)
”Because she understands what I'm doing, because she believes I'm talking about having to do it, because she's someone I like.”
I didn't want to say that last sentence in front of Zhang Yaxin, but if it wasn't for the fact that our relationship is so unclear, even if I hurt Ye Yun, I still hurt her.
”What about me? We've been together for so long, and you've never liked me? ”
In the face of Zhang Yaxin's question, I became silent again, because I didn't know how to reply to her so as to not hurt her.
Previously, when I broke up with Ye Yun, it was Zhang Yaxin who gave me a feeling of love, and at that time, I asked myself if I should accept Zhang Yaxin.
After much deliberation, I felt that I shouldn't have ruined such a simple and lovely girl, so I always pretended to be blind or tactfully rejecting her advances.
Right now, Zhang Yaxin was asking me this question. I could only answer the truth 'I like her' in my heart, but all I could do was to go against my will and say, ”I've always only liked you as if you were my little sister.”
”Alright! ”I understand.”
Zhang Yaxin saw that my eyes were slowly filled with tears. In the end, my eyes leaked out and flowed along her little face to her lower jaw, and finally dripped onto her clothes.
”Ya Xin, it's my fault that you were behaving like this. Please, go ahead and hit me!”
Looking at Zhang Yaxin's face, my heart ached. I wanted to reach out and wipe her tears away before putting her in my arms, but I couldn't do that.
It's not only because Ye Yun is sitting next to me, but also because I need to make things clear to her today. If this goes on, Zhang Yaxin will definitely be held up by me, I can't do this.
”I know, it's not your fault. It's always been my fault. I was the one who thought too much of myself. I wish you two happiness.”
Zhang Yaxin's tears kept pouring out, but her expression was stiff. Her tone of voice didn't have any fluctuation in her emotions, making me feel heartache.
”Ya Xin, don't be like this.”
I stretched out my hand to pacify Zhang Yaxin, but was pushed away by her with a wave of her hand.
After Zhang Yaxin opened my hands, she stood up and limped in the direction of the sofa. She had only taken two steps when she fell to the ground.
Ye Yun and I hurriedly stood up, wanting to help her up, but she stubbornly rejected us. She raised her hand, signaling me not to touch her.
Seeing Zhang Yaxin struggling to stand up, I really wanted to rush forward and pick her up without caring about anything else.
In the end, Zhang Yaxin still stood up and walked forward with a limp. I followed closely behind, and every time she was about to fall, I would raise my hand to support her. In the end, she would firmly stabilize her body and did not give me the chance to touch her body.
After arriving at the sofa, Zhang Yaxin took her bag and walked out with a limp.
”Ya Xin, you haven't even eaten! I'll send you back after dinner. ” Seeing that Zhang Yaxin was about to leave, I immediately ran in front of her and stopped her, ”It's not convenient for you right now, you can't drive. After we've eaten, I'll drive you back.”
”No need, I can go back by myself.”
”Alright! I'll send you back now. ”
After saying that, I raised my hand to help her up. Unsurprisingly, I was thrown off by her arm once more.
”I said no.”
”Ya Xin, your feet are injured right now. There's no way to drive. Forcing yourself to drive would be very dangerous.”