C199 (1/2)

The first man?

”Even though I'm delirious today, I can feel everything you've done to me.

”Do you not want to be responsible for what you say?”

”How do you want me to take responsibility?” I asked nervously.

”Didn't I just say it? Be my boyfriend. ”

”Are there any other solutions?”

A person like me isn't worthy of having love. If I were to be with Zhang Yaxin, I would only harm her even more and wouldn't bring her any happiness.

”Is there any other solution to this other than this? Tell me about it. ”

Zhang Yaxin seemed to be angry, I don't know if I said something wrong, causing her, who was always docile, to be slightly angry.

”Yating, it's not that I don't want to be your girlfriend, but it's just that I can't be a couple with any girl who has a good impression of me.”

I let out a long sigh, lowered my head, and no longer dared to look into Zhang Yaxin's eyes.

”What do you mean? Are you sick? ”

Zhang Yaxin's voice was filled with fear, and when I looked up at her, I could see the genuine worry in her eyes.

”No, how am I feeling? One against three or four is not a problem. ”

I thought that I was jumping up and down to prove that my body was good enough to win Zhang Yaxin's smile, but she immediately stopped worrying and recovered her serious expression at the beginning. Watching her show her muscles made me feel really awkward.

”Since there is nothing wrong with our bodies, why can't we be friends? As long as you say it out loud, I will definitely find a way to help you solve this problem. ”

Seeing Zhang Yaxin treat me like this, my heart felt moved. I couldn't help but think why didn't I get to know Zhang Yaxin earlier, so that I wouldn't fall into Qin Yan's trap.

If I knew Zhang Yaxin earlier, my current life would definitely be a completely different story. It would definitely be a life that I wanted, either I liked or I didn't hate.

I don't know how to answer Zhang Yaxin's question. If I told her the truth, she would probably ignore me forever. But if I didn't tell her the truth, she would definitely be injured again. It was very likely that she would be even more upset than last time.

It was time for me to make my second hard decision of the day.

Under Zhang Yaxin's questioning, of the two choices above, I must choose one today.

”Ya Xin, you are a good girl. I believe that you will be able to find someone better than me, someone who loves you more than me. I am truly unworthy of you.”

”It is up to me to decide whether I am worthy or not, not you.” Zhang Yaxin could be said to be rather domineering as she said these words, ”Are there any other difficult obstacles? Speak up and I'll listen. ”

”Ya Xin, my situation is very special. I can't be your girlfriend.”