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He Ying still thought that Zhang Wei was unhappy about that matter, and gently said: ”Don't worry, take a good rest. You are still young, and everything will recover soon, don't think that I simply like you that much. In fact, honestly, at the beginning, I only liked you that much.

Zhang Wei raised his head and looked at He Ying, listening very seriously.

He Ying continued: ”I don't know when this change started to occur to me, and I had thought about not letting myself have this thought, but, this is not something that can be transferred using the will of a human, I can't do it myself, I'm unable to erase this thought of yours from your mind and heart.”

Zhang Wei continued to look at He Ying in a daze, not knowing what to say.

He Ying: ”I know that our relationship is abnormal, to outsiders, I am a young woman who does not want to be alone. To Old High, I am a bad woman who does not follow the ways of a woman.

”You, don't say that,” Zhang Wei said to He Ying.

”No, I will say, I know that our relationship is rejected and rejected by social morality, but human feelings are so complicated and difficult to control that I cannot help but think of you and not like you. I am conflicted, and I do not want to give up my current superior material life, but I do not want to give up the good little man. No matter how you treat me, I won't be angry at you, I won't hate you, and in front of anyone, I'll always be arrogant, reserved, and unyielding, but towards you, I don't want to maintain anything, I'm willing to be the lowest kind of woman in front of you, as long as you don't ignore me, don't hurt my heart, and don't be icy cold to me. ”

Zhang Wei was moved. So it turned out that He Ying was still hiding so many thoughts in her heart.

Zhang Wei sat over and held He Ying's hand: ”He Ying, I am deeply moved by what you had just said in your heart. Actually, ever since I arrived at the company, you have always been very good to me and have always been very protective of me.

He Ying looked at Zhang Wei with his big eyes.

Zhang Wei continued to speak, ”But, I think you should also understand that there is an insurmountable gap between us. You have a family, children, a husband, and a rich material life. It is precisely because of this that I dare not accept your kindness from the bottom of my heart, do not want to accept your love, and do not want to admit my feelings for you. ”

In Zhang Wei's heart, he had always been conflicted with himself and He Ying. Previously, he had always used his instincts and reason to resist and explain, but in his heart, he still had a feeling that there was something he hadn't thought through. At this time, following the guidance of He Ying's words, Zhang Wei's heart was cleared up and the words in his heart were revealed. Zhang Wei himself also became clearer.

He Ying held Zhang Wei's hand tightly, leaned on Zhang Wei's chest and said softly: ”I finally understand, between two people, there is no other, and they can also communicate, but there is also joy, and similarly, they can fuse together. I will try my best to convince myself that you are a good friend, a pure good friend, a good friend who is limited to drinking tea and talking about the heart. I will sincerely wish you find a woman you love, a woman you like, and I will return to my family and be a good woman. But, before the expiration date, I want you to treat me as your woman and your lover, even if your body is temporarily exhausted, we can stop doing that and don't have physical relationships. I just want you to show me a little bit of your sincerity. ”

Zhang Wei was moved by He Ying's heartfelt words, but he couldn't help but feel uneasy due to his pretense just now. Holding He Ying in his arms, he seriously said: ”Very good, He Ying, today, I finally understand your feelings, I promise you, in the last month, be good to you. I hope that if we don't become lovers, we can still be friends.

He Ying laid obediently in Zhang Wei's embrace and nodded her head.

At this moment, Zhang Wei's mood relaxed, and with the addition of He Ying's warm and soft body fragrance, his body couldn't help but have a reaction.

From the bottom of his heart, Zhang Wei still wanted to avoid that kind of relationship between the two. Since they could communicate and avoid doing that, then so be it.

Actually, Zhang Wei really wanted to do that. It had been a long time since he did that, and Zhang Wei had always been filled with interest towards that matter.

However, every time he finished doing that thing with He Ying, it brought about a sense of loss, guilt, and unease. It caused Zhang Wei's mind to bear an enormous pressure, and caused him to fall into an abyss of pain after a short period of excitement.

Why is there loss, guilt, uneasiness? Zhang Wei had tried to figure it out before, but he couldn't find the answer.

Zhang Wei reminded himself not to get lost, to be calm, to be calm.

Zhang Wei placed He Ying on the bed and kissed He Ying's lips. He patted her face and said gently, ”Good girl, you should rest for a while.

This was the first time Zhang Wei treated him so warmly and proactively.

He Ying was flattered and nodded obediently, smiling in satisfaction as she laid on the bed watching TV.

Zhang Wei heaved a sigh of relief, then went to the bathroom and used cold water to wash his face.

Then, Zhang Wei came out, turned off the light, and sat in front of the computer to turn on the computer.

The computer desk was at the side of the bed, so he couldn't see the computer screen from the bed.

Zhang Wei looked at the time. It was already the 12th time, so he did not know if the Umbrella Sister was there or not.

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Zhang Wei was very happy. It was already so late and his sister was still here. It was hard work.

Zhang Wei: ”Big sister, good evening. You're still here so late.”

The umbrella man did not speak.

Zhang Wei: ”Elder sister, why aren't you saying anything? Why aren't you resting? ”

The umbrella man still did not speak.

Zhang Wei became anxious: ”Say something, where did you go? Not here? Are you there? ”

Zhang Wei pondered whether or not the umbrella man was not beside the computer right now, and decided to wait for a while.

After about 10 minutes, the umbrella man still did not move, and just hung there.

Zhang Wei felt that the umbrella man intentionally stayed silent, and also felt that the umbrella man left without coming back.

Zhang Wei spoke for the umbrella man again: ”Where did you go? Why aren't you talking? Are you there? ”

Finally, the umbrella man replied, ”Here.”