C19 (1/2)
Zhang Wei said, ”I like them, but I like them physically.”
He Ying said, ”That's great, I like your straightforwardness. You're much stronger than those men who are f * cking pretentious. My body had betrayed the Old High, but my feelings were still the Old High's. I wasn't some random woman, and there were a lot of men who wanted to get at me, but I didn't have my eyes on them. I also needed physiological consolation and sexual freedom. After doing that thing with you, I also feel guilty towards Old High, but in my heart, I actually love him even more, and am more considerate and gentle towards him. Previously, I would often scold him for his impotence, but now, I have often patiently advised him not to be anxious.
Zhang Wei: ”This is a sexual psychological problem, I actually think that high total's problem is psychological.”
He Ying, ”Actually, Old High is in great pain. He feels that he has let me down, and sometimes, after tossing and turning in the bed for an entire night without success, when I scolded and cried, he would also say that she wanted me to find a man to solve the problem for me.”
Zhang Wei was shocked. ”How can high total say such words?”
He Ying: ”I understand the pain and helplessness a man feels when he says these words. He's trampling his pride to the extreme, I understand more about the love Old High has for me because he's afraid that I'll be wronged.”
Zhang Wei nodded his head: ”For a man to take this step, it indeed requires a huge amount of determination and is a painful choice that he has no other choice.”
He Ying: ”I won't casually look for another man. I can't hurt Old High too much, do you know why I'm looking for you?”
Zhang Wei shook his head: ”I don't know.”
He Ying: ”Because Old High likes you, so she often praises you in front of me. Furthermore, Old High seems to still have the consciousness to encourage me to go with you, especially in bed. Sometimes, she would even specially ask me what I want to do with you? I was especially interested in hearing that question, and there were actually a few slight reactions later on. ”
Zhang Wei laughed: ”I have become the prescription for you two to treat sexual assault. high total doesn't know that we did that, right? ”
He Ying: ”I don't know, I didn't tell him.”
Zhang Wei: ”I hope never to let high total know, I really don't want to hurt high total.”
He Ying: ”Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. ”That's why when I said you were good to me that time, it was to help us.”
Zhang Wei: ”I still don't understand.”
Zhang Wei understood and nodded his head. Seems like he was doing a good deed to help the boss and his wife out of their difficult situation.
With a reasonable explanation, Zhang Wei felt more at ease. Since he was helping others, why not be happy?
Zhang Wei finally gave himself a reasonable reason to indulge himself, a reason to release the depression in his heart.
The horse's reins were released, and the fire in its heart started to rise. It could not help but reach into He Ying's thigh.
He Ying's face was like a peach flower, it seems like her half day of thinking was not in vain. Seems like being reasonable to Zhang Wei was better than being sexy and seductive.
With Zhang Wei's caress, He Ying could not take it anymore: ”Little Scoundrel, what's the rush? We'll be going off the highway very soon.
It was a night on the beach. Zhang Wei and He Ying tried their best to act as they pleased, but the pent-up desire and pressure they had accumulated for a long time always broke out.
Zhang Wei was now in a strange circle. Before he did that, he could not wait any longer as his heart was filled with anxiety. After he fell to the ground, his heart was empty and complicated: regret, depression, loss … Just like when a person takes drugs, the drug addiction can't be tolerated. Satisfaction often brings loneliness, emptiness and pain.
Zhang Wei did not blame He Ying, he knew that this woman was truly good to him. Zhang Wei could only blame his own lack of willpower, and not the temptation of sex.
Zhang Wei always thought like this, often thought like this, always made up his mind to himself, and never did again.
But when a lonely soul and body are tempted by beauty and sex, reason is quickly overcome by instinct.
The pleasure of sex made Zhang Wei intoxicated, the difference after being overjoyed made Zhang Wei feel pain.
The cycle of reincarnation repeated again and again.
Zhang Wei felt tired and numb.
On the way back, He Ying was in high spirits after eating so much that her face was moist, ”The day after tomorrow, the first group will go to Hainan. I will personally lead the team there and you will go with me to familiarize yourself with the later stages of the operation.”
Zhang Wei nodded his head, from a work perspective, he had to follow the group. Firstly, it was his responsibility to follow and serve the company, and secondly, he needed to use this opportunity to familiarize himself with the details and methods. However, Zhang Wei also knew that if he were to head there with He Ying, He Ying still had a small plan in that area.
Who cares about her? Just do whatever you like. Zhang Wei was gradually somewhat numb to this.
He told himself over and over that this was the last time, and that he would never do it again.
But when a dull soul is faced with seduction from a beautiful woman and sex, the vow is so feeble.
I didn't mean to, I just couldn't defend myself.
All the preparations for the mission were orderly, and tomorrow morning, at 7 o'clock, they would gather at Wang Yan's unit's entrance and head to the airport.
Zhang Wei felt very busy these two days, there were a lot of things going on.
”The work is not afraid of the fineness, the finer the finer, the better.” He Ying would tell him this every now and then.
After he arranged the number, driver's name and phone number of the bus that was leaving for the airport the next day, Zhang Wei opened his notebook and looked through the classification process and the matters that required him to link up with the bus again. After verifying that there were no mistakes, he went back home from work.
It was important to verify the guest's name. If there was the slightest error in the guest's name, even if it was in the same voice, he would not be able to get on the plane.
The leader of the guests was Wang Yan.
Hearing that Wang Yan was the leader, Zhang Wei felt a baffling sense of excitement in her heart. She would have the chance to stay together with Wang Yan more often. After being excited, she laughed at herself for putting on an act. She changed her name and she was so excited.
After all, they had had an unforgettable time of joy, and the past was unforgettable.
was just thinking about Wang Yan, when she received a call from Wang Yan: ”Brother, are you busy?”
When Zhang Wei, who was feeling annoyed, heard Wang Yan calling him big brother, his heart grew excited and he felt a sense of familiarity. ”No, I just finished my work, so I'm thinking about the matter of your unit being sent out tomorrow.”
Wang Yan: ”It's been hard on you. Where are you?”
Zhang Wei: ”At the company. What, is there something?”
Wang Yan: ”Hmph, if there's nothing else, I can't play with you.”