Chapter 409 cry of grievance (1/2)
”Oh, don't cry.” Huang Feng said in a hurry that he wanted to wipe her tears, but he didn't think it was appropriate. However, Xiaohan seemed to release all the grievances and pressures in this period. The louder the cry, the greater the cry. Many people around were looking this way.
Xiaohan's psychological pressure and grievances are quite a lot. Since she learned that her mother was ill, her mood has not been better. For her and her family, the medical expenses, which is absolutely astronomical, are enough to make her breathless.
although she also went to borrow money from their relatives, those people either didn't or didn't have money to borrow, so she couldn't raise too much money at all. While she was in school and her brother was in school, they couldn't make any money at all. Her father died when their brother and sister were two children , so, the pressure of the family suddenly came to Xiaohan, the 20-year-old girl.
when she is desperate, the only way she can think of is her body. She knows that she has the capital. When she is in school, many male students want to pursue her. She understands her charm.
and in her dormitory, there is also a girl who is taken care of by others. That girl, usually dressed or dressed, is better than other girls. Besides, the other party doesn't think it's a disgrace. After the dormitory lights off, she often tells other girls that she should benefit when she is young and has capital Use your own advantages to make your life better.
Xiaohan is the most beautiful one in their dormitory. The girl even joked before that if Xiaohan is willing to be adopted by others, she will get more money than her.
at that time, Xiaohan sneered at such things and looked down upon the girl who exchanged her body for money. However, when she really had no other way, her mind came up with the girl's words, maybe she could use her body to make money for her mother Disease.
every time she saw her mother lying in the hospital bed groaning in pain, her heart wavered a little bit more. Tonight, she finally encouraged her courage, contacted sister Wang in the bar where she worked, and said her purpose.
although she has made this decision, it doesn't mean that she is really willing to do it. She is pessimistic and desperate when she thinks that she may be so ruined in the second half of her life. She has to go to bed with those old men who are decades older than herself.
however, I met Huang Feng today, but it gave her a good impression. When I was drinking with him, he didn't pour his own wine, or take the opportunity to move on with himself. Even if he didn't open his mouth, he didn't mean to come out with himself at all.
naturally, Xiaohan, who has been emboldened with courage, is not willing to let go of this opportunity. Especially, it's better to find a young man who looks like he doesn't hate and is about his own age to support himself.
so, the shy little Han in her heart started to talk actively. However, she didn't think that she could not easily summon up the courage to open her mouth, but finally she got the result. Therefore, she didn't resist crying at last. Moreover, the more she cried, the more she cried, for the grievance in her heart, for the pressure in her heart, and for the shame that hasn't disappeared yet Shame.
in a word, Xiaohan is very sad. No matter what Huang Feng says, she doesn't mean to stop.