C276 (1/2)
After Qiao Yimo sat down, Lu Qingshen got up and went into the bathroom. He washed a towel and took it out. He sat by Qiao Yimo's side and wiped his face tenderly.
Joe looked at the corner of his mouth as quietly as a cat.
After about ten minutes, Qiao Yimo finally stopped crying. Then he turned his head, opened a pair of innocent big eyes, and looked at Lu Qingshen pitifully. His posture was really not aggrieved
”No more crying?”
Lu Qingshen looked at Qiao Yimo, who was like a stray dog that no one took in. Then he chuckled and asked gently.
Qiao Yimo didn't speak, just ordered a little hairy head
”So you know everything by now?”
Looking at Qiao Yi Mo nodded his head, Lu Qingshen just opened his mouth and whispered a word.
”It's true that I always like you. I've loved you since I was very young. But I always feel that I'm an orphan adopted by the Lu family. Coupled with your previous statements, I don't think I'm worthy of you. Maybe you can't understand it. But foam, really, in front of your loved ones, you often want to show your best self. This is the best I don't allow myself to have a little flaw. In addition, I'm not sure how you feel about me before. Therefore, I have been suppressing my feelings and dare not confess to you
”Later, when I got along with you slowly, I vaguely felt that you were also interested in me. It was not so bad as I thought. So I decided to dare to tell you once. Even if I was rejected by you, I didn't care. After a long time, you will like me sooner or later. Originally, my confession plan for you has been worked out. Just the day before the implementation, I learned the news that I could not have children
Said here, Lu Qingshen's eyes are full of sadness.
”In fact, we said before, as long as you can have a baby, I will give you everything you want. Later, you have no news, and we have not done any measures. I feel very strange. Later, I know that all these are my reasons. The doctor said that I have a disease called retroejaculation. In fact, it is nothing if I have this disease alone. It can be cured by surgery, but the bad thing is that my sperm survival rate is very low, which means it is very difficult to conceive, so... ”
Speaking of this, Lu Qingshen did not go on, but the meaning of the words was already obvious.
”So you don't think you deserve me any more, do you? And then you're going to push me away. No matter what I mean, you're smart enough to let me find my own happiness, right? ”
Down the words, although Lu Qingshen did not say, but Qiao Yimo is to add the words to the end.
After Qiao Yimo finished speaking, Lu Qing nodded deeply this time.
”You are the dumbest fool in the world
Looking at Lu Qingshen even nodded, Qiao just felt that he was going to be angry and cry by Lu Qingshen.
”Who told you that I must have children? Yes, I like children, but if that child is not you, I don't want it! What's more, what I like is you. It has nothing to do with children. Even if we will not have a crystallization of our love in our lifetime, I will not care! I just want you, as long as you are with me. I don't care about anything else! ”
Qiao Yimo finished a long speech to Lu Qingshen by himself, and his heart was clearly expressed between the lines.
After listening to Qiao Yimo's words, Lu Qingshen would be deceiving to say that he was not moved. However, after being moved, Lu Qingshen added quietly: ”but Mo Mo, you may feel that all this is nothing. If you don't have a child, you also think I mean it's because you are still young. When you are getting older, when you walk on the road, When you look at other children's children calling their mothers, your heart will certainly suffer. When the time comes, you will regret and regret again. It will be too late. Now that you are young, you still have many choices... ”
Compared with Qiao Yimo's sensibility, Lu Qingshen is obviously more rational than her. Even though he was extremely moved, Lu Qingshen told Qiao Yimo all the situations he worried about. He didn't want Qiao Yimo to be too impulsive at the moment, and would regret it when he calmed down in the future. At that time, everything was really late.