18 Reasons (1/2)

(Sorry for the late chapter....I was thinking about my life...Enjoy the chapter)

As Gurasu walked back to his room, he thought of how he killed the three brothers. They were both the same race. They had blood, bones, and consciousness like Gurasu does.

They even had a family-like Gurasu does. When he killed them, he could feel the suffering and sadness their family will feel when they hear they died. 'They why did I kill them without any remorse?', thought Gurasu as he arrived at the door of his room.

It has been 2 hours and 30 minutes since he had left his room to kill the three brothers. He unlocked the door and came in. When he went in, he could see a king-size bed with a blond girl on it.

He looked at the girl who looked like she was sleeping peacefully. Then he went to the bathroom and took a shower.

The moment Gurasu went into the bathroom, Tsunade opened her eyes. As an Advanced knight, she knew that someone entered the room.

However, as Gurasu's lover, she knew his smell and knew that it was Gurasu who entered the room.

Therefore, she did not get up and just relaxed on the bed. She knew that Gurasu had something on his mind because he did not greet her but just looked at her.

'I will ask him what's on his mind...And if he needs any help…. And I don't like it when he doesn't share his problems with me', thought Tsunade as she got up from the bed and just looked at the bathroom door.

As he was taking a shower, Gurasu thought of his first kill in the World of Magellan. He killed a criminal with his own hands. Even if the criminal had done bad deeds, he was still a human.

He never killed someone in his past life. And in his new life, he had killed someone when he was very young.

Gurasu remembered the feeling of how he stabbed the criminal. The moment he stabbed the criminal, he felt his heart beating faster than usual.

He felt how life is truly fragile. Just a stab in the stomach, Gurasu could hear the criminal's crying voice. A voice that was full of regrets and not wanting to die.

Gurasu tried to ignore the criminal's crying voice by using his devour ability on the criminal. The moment he used it, he felt pleasure.

It felt like he had the best massage on his body. The feeling was awesome, and he wanted to feel it again.

Gurasu began not to care about the criminal's crying voice and stabbed him again while using his devour ability. As he continued to feel a pleasant feeling, the criminal's voice started to quiet down.

After Gurasu did not hear the voice anymore, he stopped stabbing and looked at his hand. It was covered with the criminal's blood.

As he looked at the blood, Gurasu thought, 'I have to do this….Continue to do this….Without strength in this world, I will be trampled on and I can't protect my loved ones…..And the pleasuring feeling I got after I devoured the man was very good'.

As he remembered his memory of his first kill, Gurasu smiled and thought of the blond girl on the King size bed.