C237 (1/2)
”Thanks to you, my illness has been cured now. I will only remember more and more clearly some of the past events. I will never hallucinate or confuse black and white.”
Lin Feifei leaned back slightly, took a sip of tea and said slowly: ”why, president Xu is so concerned about my illness. Are you worried that I will forget you and how Lin Feifei was put into the operating room and tied to the cold operating table by people in your hospital that day? Afterwards, you can tell Chu Xihang that my child was accidentally lost because of my own emotional instability, Xu hospital Chang, your method of confusing black and white and right and wrong is really not so clever. I'm Lin Feifei. I dare not forget it
That day, she struggled, she begged, she cried, she was so afraid, so helpless, so hope that they can be merciful to let her go, but no, all the people did not even blink eyelids, they were colder than any equipment in the operating room, she will never forget that day.
Lin Feifei's words make Xu Chen's face turn blue and white, and the ten fingers under his sleeve are tightly twisted together. On that day, when Mo Xiaoyun brought the plot of framing Lin Feifei to discuss with him, he knew that the most satisfactory benefit of the plan was mo Xiaoyun, not Xu Chen. However, he still joined in it.
Or in his subconscious, instead of watching Lin Feifei and Chu Xihang spend their whole life together, he would rather hurt her and force her away. If he can't get it, he won't get it.
But he regretted it after all.
Over the years, he went crazy to help Chu Xi Hang to find Lin Feifei. Maybe in other people's eyes, he was for his brother, but only he knew that he was for himself.
Because, when Lin Feifei completely disappeared, he realized that in the past, even if she was happy in the arms of other men, it was also a kind of happiness.
Because, not to see, is suffering.
In the past four years, in order to make himself better, he has talked about many women, most of whom have had relationships. These women are not beautiful or young, but no one can make him excited.
His heart, as if has been with Lin Feifei's departure, silence has become a pool of stagnant water, no woman can lift ripples.