C142 game theory (2/2)
Yes, Begonia was her savior, and the only sister she could rely on.
No matter what she had become, she still hoped that she would be able to live a clean life together with her.
”Go?” Why should I go? Isn't it good to eat and drink spicy food in the Beauty Pavilion now? I haven't earned enough money, so if I want to leave, I'll have to redeem myself and leave in the open. Begonia said these words very confidently.
Li Shang's eyes were red and swollen, ”Sneaking around? Open and honorable? What was sneaking? What was fair and square? Do you know how many people outside call you a bitch? I called you a piece of trash! Is it fair and square that you confuse the husbands of others? How many married men have you slept in this bed? Isn't this also sneaking around! ”
At this moment, Li Shang spilled all her grievances.
She had no idea how much pain she felt when she was scolded and grabbed in the hair, but despite the pain, she felt like everything was her own fault.
She was the one who liked to stand up for herself, so she obviously didn't have to pick up the guests that early.
She was the one who was greedy for money. She clearly didn't need to fight with Hua Kui for a guest's money.
She deserved it. Stupid woman, don't you know that there is no limit to your suffering?
But who knew that she would never tire of it and never repent of it.
The transvestite sneered, ”Is that enough? Enough! ”
She pointed her index finger at the door.
Shang did not move, his nose slightly red.
”Scram!” Another harsh cry.
Like a puppet, Li Shang mechanically turned around.
She was the one who didn't want to cherish this opportunity, so she couldn't blame herself.
Returning back to the room, the white silk was still hanging there.
As the saying went, sorrow is greater than the death of the heart. At this moment, she finally understood the meaning of these words.
She also understood the meaning behind the name given to her by her father.
Perhaps, when his mother died, his father's heart had already died. That illness only hastened his departure.
When she opened her eyes again, she thought she was in the Underworld. Unexpectedly, she was in a place even colder and more terrifying than the Underworld.
”Why are you seeking death at such a young age? Do you think that just because you're dead, you can get rid of me?” Perhaps in the Underworld, there are brothels and guests in the mortal realm, and you are still the one suffering. At that time, what other methods do you intend to use to escape? ” The words that Begonia said to comfort others seemed to be a joke.
Shang turned his face away, not looking at her.
The crabapple didn't seem to mind. It was already used to the other party's cold words. Not long ago, didn't she just scold it? At that time, she should have been very satisfied.
”Your bell has fallen at my place. I didn't expect that you would still keep it.” ”I'll return it to you, but who would have thought that you were hanging yourself right now. Coincidentally, I saved you once again, and you owe me two lives now, so you're not allowed to casually seek death in the future. Otherwise, when I arrive at the underworld one day, I'll definitely not let you off.”
Speaking of these two bells, it was them who used the money they received from others to buy these two bells after they were hired and planted. The two bells only cost them a penny, but the peddlers only looked at them with pity.
Just like that, the two sisters each took one. It was their only keepsake.
”What exactly do you want? Am I not miserable enough? ”Why do you insist on forcing me?” Li Shang buried her face in the quilt, her tears soaked and blooming.
Isn't death the final solution? Why did he have to live to be abused by others? She didn't have the kind of broad heart like Begonia. She thought that after taking a guest and making money to buy herself out, she would be able to continue living as if nothing had happened.
There was always a shadow in his heart, and in his life, there was always unwillingness.
”It wasn't you who forced me, it was you.” ”In this world, life and death are a gamble. As long as you can live, no matter how you live, you will always be the winner.”