18 Dreams (1/2)

Lily hugs me tightly and she looks a little worried, \”Arias? are you okay...I heard from Greg that something happen.\”

There no way I'm telling Lily that someone had died on my quest as Lily still a child. \”Greg was just playing with you...there's nothing happen at all.\” I then approach Greg and tell him not to spread told Lily something that ain't good for her. Greg understands my intention as he apologizes for his action.

I and Lily then leave the castle and went back to the inn. I remember that I had to cancel our sightseeing with Lily a few days ago and I ask Lily whether she wants to go to the places that we aren't able to visit.

Surprisingly, Lily refuse my offer and I feel weird why she doesn't want to go. I ask her why and she replies that Xaniela already took her there while I'm gone for my quest.

\”So what do you want to do today?\” I ask her because I don't know what to do next in this kingdom.

\”I do not know....I'm hungry\”

\”How about we order some food and eat while we think about what should we do next.\”

\”Okay\”

I then order some food and the innkeeper ask me to wait for a while he was preparing our food. I then began to think about what should I do next. I kept thinking until I realize that I had no purpose or goal in this world.

\”Sir this is your food, I hope you enjoy it.\” The innkeeper places our food on the table.

Lily was eating after the food being served on the table as I still thinking about my goal and purpose.

I realize that maybe I must fight the demon but look at my strength right now, I could die fighting those demons. I also don't want anyone to die in front of me again as I couldn't save them even though I am the chosen player.

\”Can I take you food...?\” Lily interrupts me while I was thinking too much as I don't even realize what happened.

\”Sure but don't take to much of my food, okay.\” I then began eating my food.

After we finish eating, I told Lily that I just want to rest for this day as I was still tired from my quest. Lily agrees and went to her room as I went to my room too.

I lied in my bed as I kept thinking of my purpose as I gradually close my eyes and fell asleep. While in sleep.

\”Is that the player that always repeating the same quest...Is he crazy?\”