Chapter 87 (1/2)
Lie down on the bed and let Xu Haodong put the curtain. He is sleepy.
”I'm very sleepy.”
”Go to sleep.”
”I didn't sleep when you left.”
Fang Zheng mumbles that he has never closed his eyes since Xu Haodong left.
”I'll pinch your head.”
Xu Haodong sat at the head of his bed and pressed his head.
”Go to sleep.”
”I want to talk to you.”
Fang Zheng resists the medicine. He wants to have a good talk with Xu Haodong. He doesn't want to leave a knot in his heart.
”When you're well.”
Fang Zheng shook his head and took his hand.
He didn't want Xu Haodong to think that he was a cheap, self forgetting person with only red in his heart and no bottom line.
”I don't have him in my heart for a long time. Just, not reconciled? Should not be reconciled, I always think, if I was not so stupid to confess, his glory is not mine? At that time, my grades were better than him. The teachers said that I was very good and talented.
Fang Zheng was a little shy, boasting himself, just like a child boasting that he was awarded a little red flower by the teacher.
Xu Haodong smiles and pinches his hand.
”You are also very good now. I don't understand, but when I look at your paintings, I have a feeling of empathy.”
”I'm jealous, too.”
Fang Zheng said what he felt and sighed.
”It's my first time to win a prize. My painting can go to the exhibition tour. I'm better than him, but he succeeded. I have to stay in Tengyun town and shut myself up. I will feel a sense of fear if I leave Tengyun town. But he succeeded step by step. I only have two or three hundred thousand paintings, and I still need hype. He has one million paintings, and I need to make an appointment. I'm very jealous of that. ”
”I don't think his paintings are good. His paintings are special. How can I say they are stupid? It looks good, but I can't say it's not as good as you
He checked this Ningbo, so many gimmicks, so many titles, just a few painters. But if you put Fang Zheng's painting together with his, you can see the height.
What we fight for can infect people. That nimbo can't do it.
This is definitely not flattery, not because Fang Zheng is his daughter-in-law.
From a layman's point of view.
”Look, your paintings are selling well this year.”
”When I'm jealous, I reflect on myself. What's wrong with me? I was wrong because I trusted people. A series of things hit me a little tired of villains. When my grandmother died, I hated painting very much. It was my ideal from childhood to adulthood. I really liked painting and didn't do anything interesting. I don't want to do anything. I'm lazy. I don't want to say anything. It doesn't matter how my parents teach me. Later, when I went out for a walk, people in the town said behind my back, ”look, I can't get back from outside.”. What a pity. Am I pathetic? Do I need to be pitied? I'm pitied. I'm weak. I picked up the brush to paint again, and an agent came to me. I just paint, but I don't care about sales. I stay away from the crowd and I'm self-sufficient. My life is very simple. If I want to draw, I will draw. If I am not in the mood, I will be lazy. I live at will. I'm dead. ”
Xu Haodong pinched his shoulder.
”I don't talk and no one talks to me. I've been like this for a long time. ”
”I didn't want to go with him. I'm not cheap. All my bones are rather bent than bent. I know that if he approaches me, he will take the initiative to seek peace. I'm not reconciled. I want to turn out all the shady things behind his back and let him fall into disrepute. I want to pretend to accept his so-called apology gift and see what he does next. So I signed the application. ”
”Are you really going?”
”No. After signing, I'll regret it. If I really go, I'll leave Tengyun town. ”
Fang Zheng grabs his hand. Look up at him.
”I won't go unless you come with me.”
”Maybe you can take advantage of the situation. He uses you, and you also use him. He is more famous than you. You can hold an art exhibition and ask him to advertise for you.”
Go back and calculate the money in your hand, and see how much it costs to open an exhibition. It seems that the rent of the first tier cities is not cheap. It doesn't matter. It's not enough to get a loan. There are several shops in my hand. Now it's enough to open an exhibition!
”He'll be more calculating than I am. I think, forget it. Ignore him, I don't have to leave Tengyun Town, I don't have to play gongxinji with him, and I don't want to hurt you. ”
”Haodong, I'm a person. I don't have to turn around. I'm used to many shortcomings. I'm not active and I'm not active. But I like you. Maybe not as much as you like me, but I won't do anything to hurt you
Look at Xu Haodong sincerely and eagerly. I won't hurt you. I won't do anything sorry for you. I like you. I
Xu Haodong smiles and kisses him on the head.
”Stay in Tengyun town and leave Tengyun town. I'll follow you wherever you go. Don't hurt yourself. Do whatever you want.Fang Zheng caught him on the shoulder and for the first time took the initiative to kiss his mouth.
Fang Zheng closed his eyes for a while and fell asleep. With the effect of the medicine and the faint smell of smoke on Xu Haodong, Fang Zheng suddenly felt very down-to-earth.
Xu Haodong looks at Fang Zheng sleeping. In fact, that's what he thinks. It doesn't matter. I'm guarding you. Where are you? Where are I waiting? I like you when I hear him say that.
Just like a beggar suddenly becomes a king, a pauper becomes the richest man in the country and has everything in an instant.
In this sentence, Xu Haodong felt satisfied.