Chapter 57 (1/2)

”You didn't kill him?”

Xu Haodong's brain is bulging, and his eyes are full of anger.

”Everyone pointed at me and laughed at me. He yelled louder than anyone else. He laughed at me. I'm a pervert, and I don't like his body? I'm sick of being loved by him. I'm afraid of the crowd. I guess it's the problem that was branded at that time. So many people surrounded me and laughed at me. Later, Xiaobai rushed in and took me away. ”

”Why. He, isn't he your classmate for several years? ”

”The teacher recommended us to participate in the national new generation painters competition. I was the first and he was the second.”

”Damn it

Slut, can't see others good, so design to entrap.

”When my sister knew about it, she beat him up. This is not a matter, but by his repeated spread, all kinds of rumors are up, where I go, someone will point out to me. I don't care. I like men. I don't lose face. Originally, the painting and calligraphy circles wanted to select a batch of works for overseas exchange exhibition. The teacher advised me that the influence was not good, so I'd better stay out of the limelight. He participated in the exhibition, and he became famous. ”

”His famous painting is still mine. He threatened me. If I want to tell the truth, he would report my misconduct to the school. I have no shame. Is it bad conduct that I like men? He saw that he could not threaten me, so he threatened me with my sister, saying that my sister deliberately hurt him. My elder sister is very kind to me. I dare not make fun of her. If a girl enters the detention house, her whole life will be over. Let alone find her mother-in-law's family, she will lose her job. ”

”I was very weak at that time. I couldn't help it. The teachers advised me not to participate in the exhibition. They also said that the exhibition was not so important. Anyone's painting was OK. I got a call from my nurse again. I was in poor health, and I didn't want to fight with them any more. I didn't know until I got home that my painting was his name. ”

”I had a bad temper in those days, and my parents kept talking about why I wanted to come back. I couldn't say anything. I told my parents that it's good to come back, but it's not good to be at home? My mother quarreled with me again, saying that I was confused and delayed my future. The night my milk died, my father was away, my mother went out to play cards, my milk saw me sad, let me go to bed, I wake up to know that I have no milk. If I don't have so many bad thoughts, I won't go to sleep. I'll keep watch over her all the time. ”

”You feel sorry for your milk, don't you? So when you're OK, you like to go up the mountain to have a look, and you don't think you have the face to come, and you don't give him the last ride, so you just watch it on the mountain in the distance. ”

Fang Zheng dropped his head.

”I've always been a wake-up call for this clay figurine to remind me not to make such mistakes again and to be controlled by others.”

Clap Fang Zheng on the shoulder.

”You are bitter in your heart. You don't like going out. You are scared by this bastard. Don't think about it. If you see him again, you'll die and hit him! ”

Fang Zheng's eyes flashed and his head lowered. He stood up and began to clean up the grave. The weeds had already been stripped away. Last time Fang Cong came back to worship his ancestors, Fang Cong cleaned up. There were only a few small pieces of grass. Xu Haodong helped to clean them up.

”Find a corner and throw away this disgusting thing.”

Fang Zheng let out a cry. Xu Haodong looked around and saw an unknown grave in the old cemetery. It was estimated that there was no one at home for a long time. The old coffin was decayed and leaked a corner. Xu Haodong grabbed the box and threw it into the old coffin without looking at it.

Xu Haodong pulls him back. Fang Zheng wants to look back. Xu Haodong holds his neck and forbids him to look back.

In the past, many things have passed, so don't look back. You can't look back. It's just adding trouble. When

came back to his home, he was silent. Xu Haodong took out two bottles of Baijiu and placed them in front of him.

”Drinking, though it won't reduce the pain, can at least make you sleep well.”

Fang Zheng shook his head.

”I don't want to drink.”

”Make a move and be in a good mood.”

According to his usual habit, Xu Haodong would wash his fruit and let him rest for a while. But today, Xu Haodong took him to Uncle Cha's house and threw him a rag.

”Wipe the table. I'm not used to you any more. Leave you alone. Don't think about anything. Do some work.”

Since they live together, Xu Haodong is very diligent. He doesn't let Fang do any housework. His hands are very expensive. Let alone cooking with a kitchen knife and washing clothes, he's afraid that washing powder will hurt his hands. It's more expensive to get hurt. Xu Haodong brought all the food to his mouth. I can't do it today. I have to work today.

”You can do it with one hand. I'll do it with the cloth. You can do it with the table. I'll sweep the floor later and drag it over. ”

Since he is not feeling well, let him sit there pondering, the more pondering, the more no way to live, then move. Do what you can.

You can't clean up the house when you cook. You can't receive guests when people come and go. You can sweep the floor.

What can be alleviated by touching people more? Social phobia? Anyway, it's just not repelling more people.

Fang Zheng looks at the rag, grabs it and starts to clean the table.