Chapter 385 (1/2)
The night filled Wang Yuxian's room.
With the unique fragrance of women, I was almost intoxicated. For a moment, I thought I might be free tonight.
Having been with Wang Yuxian for so long, it's time to move on.
However, when Wang Yuxian's words came out of my mouth, my heart was cold.
I'm not in the mood to go on.
The two of us are always separated by Lao Gao.
No matter how hard I try, it's useless. I can't change Wang Yuxian's heart.
Even today, in the middle of the night, Wang Yuxian almost lost himself with me, but she still regarded me as a substitute for Lao Gao.
I have never been able to get rid of this.
Failed.
I've never felt so failed.
Love is here for me and can not be interpreted. Wang Yuxian always walks in a straight line. No matter how hard I try, I can't change it.
Lao Gao, it hurts me now!
I can't even breathe.
When Wang Yuxian leaned down and was ready to kiss me, my hand stood between my mouth and hers.
Wang Yuxian was stunned.
”Yuxian, stop,” I said.
She didn't understand: ”Wenzi, don't you want to...”
”Hehe, I just don't want to be a substitute for Lao Gao. When you think of me in the future, let's continue!”
This sentence, in such circumstances, is really ridiculous. When a beautiful woman appeared in front of me, I still had the courage to refuse.
If other men had been ridden by Wang Yuxian's ecstatic action, they would have been paralyzed and had no strength at all.
But now?
My heart is cold and I don't want to do anything.
Wang Yuxian may have felt my ”enthusiasm”, but she can only stop.
”Wenzi, sister doesn't mean that. In fact, I said Lao Gao because...”
Before she finished, I interrupted her: ”stop talking, Yuxian. You can rest early. If there is news from Lao Gao, I will inform you at the first time.”
Then I got up and went to the first floor.
I can't leave without you.
I'm afraid I'll sleep with Wang Yuxian again. If I'm not careful, I won't be able to refuse.
After all, I love Wang Yuxian. Although there is no blasphemous love, there will be times when I can't help it. I don't want to do this with Wang Yuxian when she is still living in her heart.
That would make me uncomfortable.
Wang Yuxian's slender arm slipped from me. I opened the door and walked down quickly.
On the first floor, my head touched my pillow to calm my beating heart.
After I left, Wang Yuxian on the second floor was no longer sleepy.
Two lines of tears ran down her cheek silently.
She curled her body together and hugged herself desperately. The temperature on her body could no longer make Wang Yuxian feel any temperature.
Her heart.
It's cold.
Without Lao Gao, the smile on her face was stiff.
She just said that she likes Zhang Wen because he feels like Lao Gao when he was young, but is that really the case?
Wang Yuxian knew that that sentence should be her excuse. It was her excuse to disguise her sincerity with words.
In fact, her feeling for Zhang Wen has been quite clear.
Just like it.
Now the love is getting stronger and stronger.
It's just that she has been suppressing this feeling.
She also has Lao Gao, who is Lao Gao's legal wife. She once promised Lao Gao that the two people would live together for a lifetime. Although Lao Gao is no longer Lao Gao before, how can she abandon him? How can you change your mind?