Chapter 604! (2/2)

Her gentle smile, her bright eyes and teeth, her pupils that twinkled like stars, as well as her extraordinary voice that had an attractive quality to it, they all stimulated Qing Shui. That kind of feeling caused his state of mind to feel refreshed, it was too wonderful for words.

“Wasn’t that because they were around that time?” Qing Shui felt that it was difficult to address her as Chen`er as he had on the day……

“Is it really so hard for you to address me that way?” Di Chen continued to say that, although she was not angry but she felt depressed that she only occupied such a position in his heart. She did not want to appear so perfect in his heart because that would cause her to feel awkward interacting with Qing Shui.

Qing Shui smiled bitterly, it was not that he did not want to, it was that he felt that he was not worthy. He already had several women by him, he did not want to, or intend to, betray the expectations of any one of them.

A woman like Di Chen should find someone who deeply loved her, someone who would only love her. Thus, Qing Shui refrained from having any thoughts about her because he felt that he was not worthy of her.

The past was the past, thus, all Qing Shui can do now is to cherish the present.

“Do you hate me?” Di Chen saw Qing Shui struggling before gently asking.

“I hate myself.”

“Why do you hate yourself?” Di Chen smiled as she pulled on Qing Shui’s sleeves and walked out of the living room.

The two of them may seem close but they rarely had any physical contact with each other, they only pulled on each other’s sleeves. Aside from the Realm of the Violet Jade Immortal, there was no contact at all, Di Chen would only pinch Qing Shui’s waist through his clothes.

“I once thought that I would live an ordinary life, find a girl that would love me and I would love her for my whole life, that kind of life that was simple. However, now I have several girls and I cannot let go of any of them.” Qing Shui felt quite helpless yet he felt blessed.

Di Chen was surprised, she thought of the time when Qing Shui promised that he would do anything for him. At that time, she said that she wanted him to leave all his women and marry her. She was just joking then, however, he remembered it so clearly.

“Do you know that it is because you didn’t leave anyone of them, is the reason they didn’t leave you?” Di Chen smiled and seriously looked at Qing Shui.

“I already have no way to love someone wholeheartedly. Sister Chen, someday, there would definitely be a heavenly man looking for you, to only love you wholeheartedly.” Qing Shui discovered that when he said these words, he felt weird.

“Haha, a heavenly man? Only a woman that admires a man before he develops is one who truly loves that man, however, such women are few in number. Once a man starts to stand out, he would discover that he would not be lacking in women around him. Do you think that a heavenly man like that would come looking for me? Be able to love me wholeheartedly?” Di Chen looked at Qing Shui and said calmly.

Qing Shui was shocked, this was the longest that he had heard Di Chen spoke. It was the truth, when he thought carefully about her words, he thought about how he met Shi Qingzhuang, Huoyun Liu-Li, Canghai Mingyue, Wenren Wu-shuang……

Qing Shui felt very blessed at this moment!

“Do you long for love?” Qing Shui had finally communicated this across, he was slowly able to calmly talk to Di Chen about some stuff that he could not speak of in the past.

“No, because I do not believe in love.” Di Chen pulled on Qing Shui’s sleeves as they walked slowly under the moonlight.

Qing Shui knew that the reason that she did not believe in love was because of the environment she was brought up in. This was not strange but why was it like this now? Could it be that she was trying her best to love him? Why go through all this trouble……

“I am doing my best to believe……”

Maybe because Qing Shui was silent, Di Chen looked at Qing Shui and said this.

“Sister Chen, you have seen it for yourself, I already have several girls by my side. You currently do not have any feelings for me, so why are you doing this? Actually, I am very greedy and never satisfied……”

Qing Shui was speaking the truth, it was just that Di Chen was seen as holy in Qing Shui’s heart, just like Yiye Jiange, that’s why he said this. Furthermore, he already has several great girls, thus Qing Shui no longer wished to be that greedy. With the ability to do so, which man would not want to have multiple wives or concubines……

“I know!”

Qing Shui: “……”

Qing Shui choked heavily, when she saw the gloomy expression on his face, Di Chen laughed out lightly, “In the World of the Nine Continents, men without any women are usually men without any abilities, you are very capable.”

Qing Shui grabbed onto the jade-like hand that was holding onto his sleeves, it was as smooth as resin, as cool as jade. After that hand was grabbed by Qing Shui, he could clearly feel a slight tremble.

“Chen`er, it’s late already, let’s go back and rest!” Qing Shui smiled gently and pulled Di Chen along.

Qing Shui’s suddenly change caused Di Chen to feel muddleheaded and she just followed Qing Shui and entered the pavilion.

“Qing Shui……”

Qing Shui held on to her hand and looked at the hesitant Di Chen, he smiled and looked at her, “What’s wrong Chen`er, are you feeling unwell?”

“That…… when I fall in love with you and when we are together again……”

Qing Shui was surprised, he smiled when he thought of the words that he said earlier, it must have scared her. Di Chen had expressed her feeling to Qing Shui a few times, if he did not even answer her, it would be unfair. In the future, what would happen with the two of them would depend on their fate.

“Are we not together now? How else do you want to be together?” Qing Shui smiled when he saw Di Chen’s slightly red face. This was the first time he saw her blush, she was indescribably beautiful.

“Alright, I have been led astray, I’m going to rest, you should rest too!” Di Chen looked downwards as she struggled free of Qing Shui’s grip before quickly heading upstairs quickly.

Only Qing Shui remained in the living room but his emotions were in a mess. If he still did not understand what Di Chen’s intentions were then he would be a fool, however, Qing Shui wanted her to consider things carefully first.

As for whether Qing Shui loved Di Chen or not, Qing Shui did not know. What was love? Who could explain that clearly? However, Qing Shui felt that it was very difficult to love someone but sometimes it felt like it was easy.

Qing Shui felt love towards Di Chen but he kept feeling that he was not worthy of her, this was the inferiority complex that was deeply rooted into Qing Shui through his two lives, although Qing Shui’s strength had greatly improved but he would still feel this way in front of some people.

Di Chen was one of the few!