215 Unrealistic Rosy View (2/2)

I didn't care about him and stumbled my way outside. I went to the top of Louying mountain. The big round stone there was the place where I met Bi Qing Shen Jun for the second time. It was also where he took me away.

I gently touched the stone and looked at the clouds in the distance, I suddenly remembered my question.

If we could start over again, would we do the same things again?

If we could start over again, would we still want to fall in love?

If we could start over again, wouldn't everything be better?

Viewing things through rose-colored glasses, life is but a dream. I nostalgically looked at the clouds in the distance, that didn't have his figure.

I staggered towards the depths of the forest, as I walked down tears were falling from my eyes.

If henceforth we don't meet each other, we will never yearn for each other, right?

If henceforth we don't yearn for each other, then we will never love each other, right?

If henceforth we don't fall in love with each other, then we wouldn't remember each other, right?

If being together with you means you will never be able to soar and that everyone will suffer, then I would rather swallow this pain alone.

Cut off each other and undo the fate we robbed of each other.

From now on, you are Heaven's Bi Qing Shen Jun and I am the cat demon Hua Miao Miao in the mortal world, and we will not meet each other.

Sitting in the bushes, hugging my knees, I cried and cried again. Repeatedly thinking of Xiao Mao and Bi Qing, my heart was in so much pain that it really hard to bear. My eyes became red and swollen until Yin Zi was looking for me and saw this appearance and hastily rushed up and hugged me in his arms, ”Who bullied you? I am going to find them to settle the account!”

”Nobody bullied me, I just wanted to cry.” I wiped my tears and quickly showed a smiled that was barely passable. Then I suddenly remembered Xiao Cha in my heart and couldn't help but ask, ”Do you have someone you like?”

”I don't...” Yin Zi said, stared blankly, immediately felt embarrassed and got up feeling shy.

I thought of the life where he was getting along harmoniously with his wife and felt somewhat worried, ”If...you can't find a wife, what to do?...”

”What can't find a wife?” Yin Zi narrowed his eyes at me and saw my expression was not good.

I thought that changing fate will have a chain reaction and I dare not rush anything and swallowed back the words about Xiao Cha. I secretly decided that if I see Bing Wan, I must vigorously help the two to accomplish success...

Yin Zi did not open his mouth for a long time. He was suddenly unhappy and pulled me back to eat and then ordered to sleep and before going to bed quietly said, ”Do you like someone? I have never seen you cry before.”

I was shocked and didn't say anything for a long time.

How smart is Yin Zi? From my period of hesitation, he understood and then quietly said, ”Is it because the person you like doesn't want you? Who exactly is this person with bad vision?”

”No.” I quickly shook my head, ”I don't want him...”

”Then why are you grieving?” Yin Zi didn't understand, ”Don't want that one then change to a better one. If you can't. Then just marry me. I am so good. We understand each other very well. In any case, I won't bully you.”

”Yeah...why should I be grieving?...” I didn't listen to what he said after that and simply lost consciousness and fell fast asleep, with tears dripping out the corner of my eyes. The tears were because obtaining it has been carved in my bones and engraved in my heart and I knew the pain of the loss.