214 Motionless Match (1/2)
Is this a fight with a rival over jealousy in a love affair? Who did I provoke? Why should such a bad luck matter happen when a person just want to live my days to concentrating and being content with one's own lot?
I looked to the front at Ao Yun's face that showed he will fight to his last breath and not listen to any persuasion at all. I looked back to see Bi Qing's expression that showed he will rather die than submit and fight with all his might, and without a better option, I stammeringly opened my mouth to try to soothe and reason, ”Everyone...everyone, calm down...How...How about we properly talk this over and think of another way...”
No one paid attention to my words, the atmosphere felt like sparks were flying in the air, I was full of cold sweat and was desperately trying to figure out how to successfully breakout. Xiao Mao lowered his head feeling very sad, I completely understood his mood, compared to the very few years he has lived together with his own father, he has been in contact with Ao Yun almost all life. Therefore, harming him feels difficult and distressing.
What to do? Do we really have to fight? I tried again, ”Ao Yun...let it be. Before you make a serious mistake, let us leave. We'll not raise this matter again.”
”Won't.” Ao Yun resolutely and decisively said, ” Only when Bi Qing dies, can I release you and Xiao Mao and give you a way to survive.”
”Dream on!” I immediately shouted, ”I would rather die than let Bi Qing die!”
”Then everyone will die together.” Ao Yun showed no room for negotiation.
”Why have you become so extreme...” Xiao Mao quietly asked.
”People are bound to change.” Ao Yun said laughing.
After a long time, Bi Qing said, ”If I die, can you let Xiao Mao and Miao Miao leave?”
”I don't want to be alone!” I quickly pulled him. ”You don't do anything stupid! If you dare to die, I will slash myself with a knife and come with you to reincarnate.”
”What about Xiao Mao?” Bi Qing smiled and rubbed my head.
I looked at my son next to me somewhat dazed, and immediately complained at my bitter lot. I can use my own life to fight, but cannot ignore Xiao Mao's life. Otherwise, it will be too irresponsible.
”Bi Qing, you think about it. If you die, then Miao Miao and Xiao Mao can live. I will erase her memory and let her forget you and live well.” Ao Yun felt he had succeeded in his mind and winning was in his grasp and so was not in a hurry, ”As for Miao Miao. I f you want your son to die, then act impulsively. The sea is my territory. Even Bi Qing Shen Jun of those days will dare to fight against me in the sea, not to mention you, a cat.”
”You're despicable.” I didn't even have the energy to scold and weakly sat on the ground.
”Do you know that you have altered the order of the world several times?” Ao Yun hesitated and then suddenly said, ”You shouldn't have been Hua Miao Miao at all. Your soul is only that of Bi Qing's cat. An unexpected accident arising from many causes cumulated into Hua Miao Miao to substitute. From then everything was thrown into confusion.”
”So what? I didn't do anything bad.”
”Originally, Bi Qing Shen Jun wouldn't have fallen in love with you and wouldn't have taken you to Heaven to be his student. His body had no meridians but he seemingly had the Buddha's fate. He was destined to be heartless and have no desires and would have continued like that and in the end, become a Buddha.” Ao Yun carefully sorted out the matters from the past, ”If not because of loving you threw his mind in disorder, he wouldn't have been here. Yao Yang is fake. He shouldn't have been able to threaten him with sole weakness, and he definitely wouldn't have died and descended to the mortal world, and Haiyang would not have taken over control of guarding the devil boundary, he's experience was still lacking, so at that time, many devils slipped away and ran into Mao mountain. The released mindless devils killed many people causing a void here...If not for you, Yin Zi would also not have gone to Heaven and Bing Wan fairy wouldn't have killed herself and fallen into the mortal world...”
The more he said, the more fearful I became, my lips quivered, but I couldn't say anything.
I thought that I didn't do anything wrong, but it is actually that my existence itself is wrong. After I crossed over, it was like a butterfly beating its wings setting off a storm. Everything seems so small but its involvement has spread far and eventually changed the fate of many people. I have long thought about this issue, I just didn't think it had such a long-range like this.
Would it be any different if we start over again?
If we could go start over again, will we do the same thing again?