54 Whats Done Can Not Be Undone (2/2)

”Shifu…..” I opened my mouth to say, and crawled out of the blanket wanting to rub and apologize.

But Bi Qingshen Jun unexpectedly looked towards me and furiously scolded, ”Go back into the blankets! Hold on to them tightly!”

After he thought for a moment, he came over, reached his hands to grab the bed sheet and blanket, wrapped three layers around me like a big zongzi, and then glared at Ao Yun with his long sword in his hand.

”Are you trying to use force to coerce people?” Ao Yun said coldly, ”Why don't you let her decide for herself? Or do you simply not have the confidence to keep her, so you can only force her.”

Bi Qingshen Jun's expression grew increasingly unpleasant, he turned his head to ask me, ”Do you want to go with him to the Dragon Palace?”

”I want to!” I hastily answered, ”Because there is a lot of fish.”

Bi Qingshen Jun's expression lightened up, he touched my head but did not say anything, like he was thinking about something. And Ao Yun off to the side was proudly and happily satisfied.

After observing Bi Qingshen Jun's unhappiness, my heart felt waves of sadness, so I began to ask, ”If…..If shifu doesn't want me to go, then I won't go…..”

”Do you really want to marry him? Thence you will go to the sea, and leave Xuan Qing Palace…..” Bi Qingshen Jun whispered, ”If you really like him, I will let you go…..”

”Why do I have to leave Xuan Qing Palace?” I did not understand.

”Because after you marry a person, you will have to spend your days with them, so if you marry Ao Yun, then it's necessary that you be at his side.” Bi Qingshen Jun tolerantly explained.

Ao Yun from the side interrupted, ”I will treat you better than Bi Qingshen Jun, so rest assured.”

”I don't want to,” I shook my head with hesitation, ”Miao Miao wants to stay at Xuan Qing Palace!”

”You don't like fish, and you don't like me?” Ao Yun asked.

”I like,” I nodded my head, and strenuously explained, ”But…..I like Shifu more, Shifu also gives me fish to eat…..he also picks away the bones…..Shifu always spoils me…..I…..I don't want to leave him.”

I messily explained for half a day, and felt that I did not get the main point across, but Bi Qingshen Jun's expression seems to have significantly improved.

So strange…..

Since when, did I start to become afraid of him getting hurt and feeling sad. This feeling hurts even more than getting stabbed with a knife.

Since when, did he become an existence more important than fish, and more important than games and playing?

Since when, did I become reluctant to part with and long for his cold embraces, and his smiles and gentleness?

My memories rushed to the heart of my brain, the feeling of being abandoned was carved into my bones. Every time a thought of the city, I would be afraid, afraid that one day I would be abandoned again, and no matter how many days, he would not come look for me, he would not take me back home.

If eating fish means I will be abandoned, then I would rather not eat fish for my entire life.

Seeing that the two people were silent, I opened my mouth to speak again, ”Shifu…..Do you not want me anymore? Is it because Miao Miao did something wrong? I will change, can you not abandon me…..”

”Don't worry, as long as you're willing to be by my side, Shifu will never abandon you,” Bi Qingshen Jun patted my head, and finally let out a breath of ease. His tightly wrinkled brows also started to unravel and relax, giving me smile like the sunshine, he then turned to look at the irritated Ao Yun, ”I can only abandon this bastard hindrance in front of me.”

”You're just being prejudiced, right now, she is mentally like a child, so she must have a nestling complex, I'm afraid that you're just a father figure to her,” Ao Yun snorted, ”I won't give up.”

Before the voices had even fallen, Bi Qingshen Jun aimed his sword and striked, Ao Yun blocked with red spear. The spear against the sword had caused everything including the furniture to be shattered into pieces, as well as shaking the entire building. From the door came Tou Ya Mama sharp screams, ”My god, what is this right here? Was it an earthquake or a fight? Lords! When there's an earthquake, you guys shouldn't be fighting over a lady, we have plenty! Plenty here!”