21 Lonely Ca (1/2)

When the moon's transit was halfway through the night sky, with a lot of hard work and effort, I could now properly and correctly write the character ”Miao”.

Bi Qingshen Jun asked if I would still be sleeping tonight, I looked up at the sky and saw that the moon of the Heavenly Realm was much brighter and luminous than the moon of the Mortal Realm. I shook my head, swung my tail and leaped out of the door.

I did not go back to my room, I went to climb onto the highest tree inside Xuan Qing Palace, sitting on the top of the tree with my legs dangling, and watching the moon looming over the palace in a daze.

The night dew was cold, moistening my long hair quietly, my mind was blank, and oblivious to the chill.

Wawa's scared eyes kept appearing in front of me, after a long time, my cat instincts told me that this feeling was hatred, even if she was being respectful, her behavior and actions…..did not hide the fact that she hated me.

Everyone's eyes in Bi Qingshen Jun's manor was the same as Wawa's, they're all smile when they look at me, and flatter me, but nobody likes me, nobody welcomes me…..

Why doesn't anybody like Miao Miao?

This question made me think, but I could not understand why…..

I don't bully people anymore, and I don't fight anymore…..ever since that disaster last time, I've not caused trouble…..

Why doesn't anybody like me?

Is it because Miao Miao is not obedient? Mischievous?

The moonlight softly illuminates the entire sky, fireflies fly about in the air, causing the colour of the night sky of the Heavenly Realm to be exceptionally beautiful, which as well, contrasts with the lonely me.

I begin to miss the days on Luoying Mountain, everyday, me and Yin Zi were fooling around, the tiger would follow me from behind here and there, the black bear would occasionally give me some fish, the white rabbits would flee, Bull Devil and Luo Sha sis-in-law would come visit me and bring lots of toys, their smiles were very happy and sincere.

Although there were no delicacies, nor soft beds, we were very happy and blessed everyday.

Nowadays it's all gone.

Following the destruction of Luoying Mountain by a monster called earthquake, they are no longer there.

Leaving Miao Miao alone here in the Heavenly Realm, looking up at the moon not knowing what to do…..

I was beginning to understand why when I see the destroyed Luoying Mountain, I would be sad, and I was beginning to understand why I liked to snuggle in Bi Qingshen Jun's arms…..

Because he likes me, the only person here who truly like me, who loves me dearly…..this feeling makes me not willing to leave him.

But I'm still not happy…..

How can I make everyone like me? This question is too difficult, a cat can not possibly understand how people think.

This leads to an unbearable pain to occur in my head, and I finally give up on my research, so I go on to stare at the moon blankly…..

My ears feel a vibration in the still atmosphere, I hear a faint cry from the distance, so I jump off the big tree and immediately sprint to the source of the sound.

The place was Xuan Qing Palace's Celestial Lake, in the lake was a bamboo Pavilion with a bamboo bridge attached to it. And the cries were coming from there…..

I quietly enter the pavilion, to see that Jin Wen was crying on the ground in disarray, her beautiful makeup was washed away by her tears, her fine hair was blown into a mess by the wind, and her pretty clothes were used to wipe away her tears…..the original charm she had, disappeared, only crying like a child.

I stood by the side watching her tears flow into the lake, my heart became even more puzzled.