Chapter 40 (2/2)

After I met her after such a long absence, I used to avoid her gaze but now I am used to it.

“I don’t like eating alone so can I stay with you?”

“Well, of course. I welcome you.”

It was just an everyday occurrence for us to eat together before we our relationship got strained.

Although this is nostalgic, but the apro figure after these many years also gives a fresh feelings. My cheeks are loosing as if we are a couple……but dont get me wrong.

Seika has always been gentle. As we are in a family like relationship so its natural for her to take care of a bad family member.

Thats enough. I am satisfied for being just able to speak with you in such a way.

“By the way, for dinner … Ahhhhh”

I discover destiny looking up from at Seika’s feet and it runs up.

It slides and hides.

“What happened?”

“Oh, uh, I picked something falling from the shelf to prevent it from breaking.”

The reptile subtlety turns back and I return to the room.

I made sure that the door to the room is locked after placing Destiny on the desk.

“Ah….. She is not good with lizards. She will be flustered seeing you.”

She was scratching her face with a blurred expression.

Its natural that the language was not understood but in the case of Destiny, he probably acts like as if he understands.nd deceive.

“If you didn’t get out of this room. I will double your meal. I will priority your favorite fruit.

“…………”

Destiny nodded while listening to my suggestion and nodded once and reached out to me.

He put my index finger in his hand and grabbed it tightly and shakes it as if he is shaking hands.

“So you do understand us after all?”

When I asked it, I slurped my tongue on purpose, it is appealing to the lizard.

“I thought I would be alone with you during the New Year.”

One of the reason for not going to the countryside with my family was because of the existence of Destiny. Someone has to take care of this glutton.

Should I also take care of the lizard which my sister has? It seems that is is still hibernating hassle-free.

“I have cooked the dinner!”

“I’m off now.”

After replying, I looked at the fruit with sticky marks inside the glass case. Did someone from the family gave it before they left?

“I’ll bring you the best meat later, so keep your promise.”

I reminded it again. Destiny opened the glass case top and went back inside.

I shouldn’t think about these things too deeply.

I got down the stairs and sat at the dinner table.

It was bad leave everything to her. I should have at least carried the dishes to the table. Lets do the washing by myself.

“I used the meat in the refrigerator without permission.”

“Okay, you can use anything. You can bring anything home as well.”

“It’s okay because you are splitting it in the neighborhood.”

We are giving out the meat to our neighbors due to the oversupply from the tributes.

Still there is more meat.

“But this meat is really delicious. It tastes great, you wont get tired eating it.”

“Isn’t it the same as obasan dishes from ten years ago …”

I dont remember the exact year as my memories from ten years ago are fuzzy.

She seems to have liked acting like my grandmother since she was little.

“Well, how about the taste?”

“It’s good as ever, especially the miso soup. I’ll tell my sister about this.”

“Thank you, Fufu, but I don’t think Sayuki-chan is a good cook. She came to me to learn how to cook earlier especially the egg dishes.”

Is that so? I didnt know that at all. She is a bad cook since a long time. I was one in charge of cooking in case of absence of our parents on the holidays.

We talked for a while then washed the dishes together and sent her home.

“Can I come again tomorrow?”

“I will be grateful but dont over do it.”

“Yeah, I’ve got too free time so why dont we eat New Year’s Soba together?” [1]

The door of Seika’s house closes leaving me all alone.

The last line was

Her last line was attractive though we both are in thirties.

I thought it was normal for us talk about adult conversation in some fashionable bar while drinking during my university days but now I am thirty yet there is not much of a difference from ten years ago.

I passed a decade without any socializing experience. I was able to cope up witht he adults as a student before isolating myself from Seika. I just realized that my heart is more immature than I thought.

Nevertheless, I dont think that I can be her lover anymore. I have no right to want more……..

While soaking in the bath after returning back home, I remember something and jump out of the bathroom.

I ran up the stairs with my body still being moist.

I saw Destiny sitting in front of the PC as soon as I opened the door. It looks at me silently.

After sitting down and apologizing, I offered a larger meal than usual.