Chapter 10.1 - A Villager Ready To Talk With Me (2/2)

…… Our relationships have improved, I really don’t want to degrade it.

Borrow from my sister…..No there’s no way.

How about selling the tribute sent by the villagers?

I cannot sell those exceptionally good fruits but there are the wood logs. Lets search on the net how to sell the logs.

“Hmn…..So I wont need any special permission to sell these logs but they need to be processed first.”

Well, I don’t have the necessary skill to accomplish the task.

Even if it can be sold in the first place, its not certain whether I can sell it within next 10 days.

“Should I just Quit?”

Its easy if I abandon everything but I dont want to abandon the villagers

Now, I cannot cut off this game from my life, it has become a part of my daily routine.

“There is a way …”

I know a method to definitely earn the money.

I opened a site on the pc.

――Job placement site.

Yes, I can make money with part-time jobs.

This is the easiest way for most people.

But I … I have never worked before. I spent a lot of time studying at home without part-time work when I was a student.

I have had a part-time job interview while at university but I got too nervous and it fell off.

It wasn’t the only reason, my pride also got in the way, the hourly wages and conditions were not satisfactory to me.

So if I had learned from that mistake then the future would have changed but I made the same mistake again and again when looking for more jobs. I only applied for the large companies and needless to say this is the results.

Even then my pride was not completely shattered.

Ten years since then, I thought about working several times.

I wanted to do it but I am scared. I knows its not good but I have never done anything by myself until now.

My parents completed all the procedures through out my student life. After graduation, I managed to have an interview but saying I had it on my own would be a lie.

My father introduced me to some companies using his connections but what I did in return must have made he feels ashamed.

My thirties. It’s already a good age to have kids.

However, only my pride has reduced me to such a state. This is the end of the road, I always use excuses to escape the situation.

Let’s do our best tomorrow…..let’s do it tomorrow.

But such tomorrow will never come.

I was rushed by my mother, scolded by my father and called stupid by my sister, but I still didn’t change.

This is the last chance. If I don’t move today then I will probably stay the same for the rest of my life.

“I want to change! I have to change!”