Chapter 325 (2/2)

So, are you happy because you now have what you want, Duke? I guess so. How can’t you be happy when I faithfully carried out my role as a stallion?

Lady Monique stayed calm and indifferent despite congratulatory greetings from many people. She was such a contrast with Jiun who screamed the moment she heard that she got pregnant.

Raising Jiun who squatted down, I swallowed a sigh. Although I hated it so much, I felt like I wanted to raise Lady Monique’s hand this time.

Doesn’t this woman think of her pride or dignity as the empress? Why is she so stupid? Right now, there are not many who really feel happy about her pregnancy.

Although I got irritated, I looked back at her with a feigned smile because she was a woman who loved me, and who I loved anyway. I should put up with her and protect her, I thought.

That would be the true love I was hoping for.

I spaced out when I watched her dress getting stained with red. I didn’t want to do this to her. Although I reacted calmly for fear she might harm herself, I thought of promoting Lady Monique’s baby as the crown prince deep down. That’s why I didn’t clearly answer Duke Jena’s question.

There were many problems with installing Jiun’s baby as the crown prince just because I loved her. Aside from a political sense, she didn’t have any basic education expected of the empress. It was evident that the empire would be handed over to the noble faction if something bad happened to me after her baby was designated the crown prince.

On the other hand, Lady Monique had both a strong support base and a political sense, so it was certain that if she could mellow her character, she would bring more desirable results for the empire. In that respect, I needed to keep her faction at bay because she was getting on her high horse simply because she was favored by the emperor. For this reason, I told her that her baby could not be the crown prince, though I didn’t mean it.

Since I couldn’t keep looking at her face that had turned white, I hurried away from the place of sin. My heart ached when I heard from the royal doctor that she had a miscarriage and that she could not get pregnant again. But my growing sense of guilt disappeared when I was briefed about her recent activities.

I could not believe my ears. She is back to the palace affairs office to do her job?

Indeed, she was a very strong woman. How could she get back to work even after she lost her baby? Was she determined to hold her position there because she could not get pregnant again?

Suddenly, I recalled her obedient attitude when I had sex with her. How would she react if I visited her now? Would she react without any resistance like before or refuse? As she could not get pregnant anymore, she had no reason to avoid having sex with me who had a commoner’s blood.

I shook my head vigorously. What am I thinking right now? These days I was thinking of all kinds of things as my head often throbbed. Anyway, I had a woman who had my love, Jiun who I loved, and who whispered she loved me.

“Shoot the arrow!”

Suddenly, I heard some shouting far away. My body that moved regularly swayed from a strong impact. Blood came out again from my mouth, which I thought stopped flowing.

Someone urgently carried me on his back and began running again. I could feel his unstable movement all over my body.

“Oh no…hang in a little longer…”

There was some murmuring heard and something came in my blurred vision, which was silver darkened with crimson like what I saw on the day…

Was it really true? How could the Monique family, who swore absolute loyalty to the imperial family do that? If they did, the marquis would be executed right away. It was impossible for them to do it without going crazy.

I dismissed the Monique family’s alleged involvement out of hand and headed to Jiun’s palace. I was almost exhausted from appeasing her who refused all food and drink. After all, I could get out of her after reassuring her repeatedly that I still loved her, regardless of her miscarriage, and that I would catch the culprit and punish him accordingly.

However, no matter how hard I pondered over the matter, I could not figure out who the real culprit was. So, I gave up agonizing any more and ordered the servant to bring me wine, touching my stinging head. These days I could hardly go to sleep without drinking alcohol because of insomnia, which had become more severe.