Chapter 361 (2/2)
Gu Mian looked at Su Aochi and suddenly understood what he meant.
Su Aochi said that although Gu Mian returned to Haicheng, he did not want to pursue his own happiness. It was Gu Mian's cowardice and cowardice to start over with Rong Xiu.
”You love him and he loves you, so go after your love, Gu Mian.” Su Aochi finally said this sentence and felt much better. A few months ago, when the fantasy drama was photographed by Haicheng satellite TV and Haibo video, Su Aochi had noticed that Rong Xiu had been silently helping Gu Mian behind his back.
Su Aochi never told Gu Mian because he still wanted to stay.
Gu Mian's tears kept falling because of Su Aochi's understanding of himself on the one hand, and Gu Mian's infinite guilt and apology for Su Aochi's usefulness on the other hand. He clearly has that feeling for himself, but he still thinks of himself everywhere.
”Silly girl, I didn't bully you. Why are you crying again?” Su Aochi's sentence was lighter. Gu Mian looked at Su Aochi. After each sentence, he would breathe hard for a while, then stretched out his hand to pick up the oxygen mask and said softly, ”let's not say this first. Will you have a rest first?”
Su Aochi is really tired. The wound after the operation and the power of the anesthetic have retreated. The knife edge is constantly painful, and his chest is stuffy and short of breath due to lack of oxygen, which makes Su Aochi's mind very dizzy, but he must let Gu Mian leave here as soon as possible and return to Haicheng.
Because before, Su Liansheng came and told him an important decision. If he really agreed, maybe Gu Mian can't catch up with his love in his life. At that time, although he can always keep Gu Mian around, Gu Mian may never forgive him in his life.
So Su Aochi shook his head, clenched his teeth and continued, ”you go, go tonight and go back to Haicheng.”
Gu Mian doesn't understand why Su Aochi insists on letting herself go back. Moreover, even if Rong Xiu is engaged the day after tomorrow, there is no difference between her going back today and tomorrow, because Gu Mian didn't intend to stop this engagement.
”You go back first. I'll find a way to stop Rong Xiu's engagement.” Looking at Gu Mian's refusal, Su Aochi said again with some anxiety. After saying this, he suddenly coughed. At first, it was gentle, but the more he coughed, the louder it became.
Gu Mian hurriedly got up and wanted to help Su Aochi and pat him on his behalf. However, Su Aochi coughed violently and coughed twice just as his hand was under Su Aochi's head. Su Aochi's hand struggled to hold Gu Mian's hand. Gu Mian saw it and couldn't bear to stretch out his hand to hold his hand. Gu Mian at this time was holding Su Aochi's head with one hand, The other hand was held by Su Aochi again, so Gu Mian could only bend over and lower his head and look at Su Aochi's face from a close distance.
At such a close distance, Su Aochi's face became paler because of coughing. He held Gu Mian tightly. Su Aochi endured the feeling of coughing and said in a astringent voice, ”promise me to go now.”
”Su Aochi...” Gu Mian whispered. Su Aochi's name, a drop of tears, fell on Su Aochi's pale cheek. Gu Mian looked at Su Aochi and was immediately moved, sad and guilty. Many emotions rushed together. He couldn't speak, so he could only nod silently.
Su Aochi said uneasily, ”don't... Perfunctory me. Go now, go.” Su Aochi loosened Gu Mian's hand and gasped loudly.
Gu Mian loosened Su Aochi with tears. Su Aochi weakly pushed Gu Mian and shouted, ”go.”