365 Ocean of Memories (1/2)

Yale felt like if he was sinking into the endless darkness while memories from his time with Aiwai and Wyba repeated endlessly in his mind.

However, each time the memories ended with the scene of both of them disappearing in the space ripple, and then the memories started to repeat again.

”Why? Why has it ended in this way? It is my fault. They two are gone because I was unable to protect them.”

Yale blamed himself each time he saw Wyba and Aiwai disappearing. He didn't know how much time passed since he started that loop of memories, but he felt that he had been in that state for a lot of time.

”No, I am wrong. It isn't just the two of them, master also died, and I still don't even know if his soul was saved or not...”

At some point, Yale remembered about Swordmad's death, and the memories about Swordmad also merged with those of Aiwai and Wyba making it even more difficult to endure for Yale.

”What about the others? They were all swallowed by the space ripples, are they alright? I have failed to everyone, and I was just worried by some of them? I am despicable!”

As Yale continued blaming himself, the memories regarding all of those swallowed by the space ripples also started to appear in the memories repeating endlessly in his mind.

”Why have I gone to the Dragon Race tribe? Why didn't I leave quickly after visiting them? Why didn't I just bet it all and jumped to a space ripple with those important to me? Why?”

Yale couldn't avoid continuing questioning his own actions. He wanted to know when he had doomed everyone because of his selfish decisions.

When more and more memories were being added to the endless loop of memories flashing through Yale's mind, there was a memory that caught Yale's attention.

”What is that memory? I don't remember anything like that, from who is that memory?”

Before Yale could continue guessing more unknown memories appeared, and they seemed all from different people.

”What is this? Stop! Those aren't my memories!”

Yale wanted to cry from the pain his mind was suffering, but he didn't have a body to do it.

The new memories were increasing, and a lot of people he didn't know appeared there calling him by different names.

”I don't know them, but why I am feeling so bad for not knowing them? What is happening to me? I already lost everything. All my friends are gone, my family is gone. Who are those people who seem close to me? No, that is not me, they are close to the person who belongs those memories, but why I also have those memories. Haven't I enough with my own problems?”

Yale felt like turning mad with all those memories appearing from nowhere.

The stream of new memories continued to mix with Yale's memories which clouded even more Yale's mind.

”Who am I? Are all those memories mine? Real memories? Fake memories? How can I distinguish them?”

Yale wanted to discard those memories when they started to appear, but he found that he couldn't bear to do it, like if he was considering them as important as his own.

He feared those memories and wanted to reject them, but he was unable to do it

”What is happening to me? Am I even alive? I can't feel my body and not even the Last Wish System is working...”

Yale's consciousness tried to access the Last Wish System, but it didn't work. The Last Wish System was in Yale's soul and drifting in the darkness was only Yale's consciousness.

”Liye, wake up!”

A sudden call shocked Yale's consciousness. The call was a from a new memory that had just appeared, but that time Yale recognized the name.

”Liye... That was one of the names I used in my past life. Is this a memory from my past life?”

Although Yale though that at the start he discarded it immediately because the situation didn't fit with his past life at all.

”From today on you are my disciple. I accepted you although you can't train at all. Don't disappoint me.”