196 Feelings of Two Lifetimes (1/2)

Yale didn't dare to say that Liye wasn't his true name in his current life because he had yet to confirm Lar's current background.

Although Yale needed one of his bloodlines to reincarnate, he was a special case, and usual reincarnations didn't need it, so maybe Lar didn't have any relationship with the Larken clan, but Yale couldn't ensure it either.

Yale knew that Lar liked him, so he feared that she would rebel against the Larken clan if she knew that he had been forcefully engaged with a girl there. Even if she didn't have any relationship with them, seeing how she was even wary of Wyba, there would still be chances of her attacking the Larken Clan to get rid of that engagement.

Lar had a fiery personality, she might just argue with Wyba because she was still Yale's family, but against people who weren't related to Yale, she wouldn't be so merciful.

Yale didn't want that forced engagement either, but he didn't plan to solve it in a bloodbath like he thought Lar would do if she knew.

”Lar, I heard from Anpaes that you should have been unable to reincarnate due to the state of your soul, but you are here right now.”

Yale's past life had the Space-time Judgment Sword, so he was able to reincarnate even with his soul in a dissipating state, but he didn't know how Lar did it and was too curious about it.

”Did you forget about my background?”

Yale nodded without hesitation.

”Indeed, I forgot about it.”

Lar didn't expect that reply; she was quite frustrated about the fact Yale had forgotten that part about her.

”So, this means that you also forgot the first time we meet...”

Yale noticed Lar's sad tone of voice.

”I am sorry, but the only things I remember about you are our constant battles. It isn't like I really forgot my memories, but they are almost all sealed by myself. When I saw you battling before, I unlocked the memories related to my battles with you, but just that.”

Yale felt bad for having forgotten her, but she was already the one he remembered the best at that moment.

”This is too cruel! Did you really choose to seal your memories? Are you really unable to remember the time we spent together?”

Lar jumped towards Yale who was still sat and hugged him; fortunately, her body was still little, so they didn't fall to the ground.

Yale noticed the tears in Lar's eyes, but there was nothing he could do. Yale could only remember their battles, but he knew that she had helped him to create the Sword Bloodline and thus they should have had more intimate moments. Yale being unable to remember about them was indeed cruel for Lar.

”I am sorry for that, but I can't remember the reason for the sealing nor undo the seal. Moreover, can you get down? This feels weird.”

Yale couldn't accept the affection of Lar, so he didn't want to be hugged by her nor felt well in that situation. Although he was used to hugging Wyba and also to be hugged by Aiwai, Lar was attached to him due to his previous life and not by himself, so he was feeling like if he was receiving the affection that was directed to someone else.

”I can't! It doesn't matter if you don't remember our time together I still consider myself your wife, with or without memories it doesn't matter at all!”

That made Yale only feel worse; he couldn't consider Lar as his wife, at most as rival or a swordsmanship training partner.

”I can't consider you my wife, I almost didn't know anything about you right now! I even doubt that in my past life you really turned into my wife.”

Yale just hit the spot, although they had a son together, Yale's past life never got married with Lar nor with any of the other two.

”Why do you have such a sharp intuition only for that! Indeed, we have never married in our past life, but we had a son together, that is almost the same! I understood that you just had a son with me because you needed it for your reincarnation and that you didn't have time for a thing like marrying me, but now you don't have that restriction, we have a lot of time to be together! Moreover, I saw the other two sacrificing themselves, their souls were destroyed, so it is impossible for them to reincarnate, of the three I am the only one alive. Why can't you accept me?”