Chapter 200 (1/2)

”I told her that I decided to give birth to this child. According to his living conditions, it was OK to maintain one's survival, but it was difficult to bear me and another child. However, when she heard my decision, she did not oppose me, but silently supported my decision.

She and I came to this old town and lived in a small house with only dozens of square meters. Under such an environment, I gave birth to my son. When I was pregnant, she had to go out to work every day, so I had to bear all the big and small things at home. I dragged my heavy body day by day and had to do all kinds of things. Where was anyone Take care of me.

Whenever I'm at home alone, I can't help thinking how good it would be if I had a mother to accompany me when I'm pregnant. Maybe you don't know, I used to fantasize in my heart every time I saw someone get married. I'll have a romantic wedding in the future. I envy those brides who can wear wedding dresses. I feel clean White wedding dress can make any woman in the world the most beautiful person.

But I have nothing. I only have children in my stomach and a friend who never leaves me. Fortunately, at least I have them, so I have the faith to live. How do you think I came over these years? If I hadn't been accompanied by them, maybe I wouldn't become Ye Xiaoan, but Lu Xiaoan would have disappeared in the world five years ago Yes. ”

When ye Xiaoan finished these words, she had already burst into tears. She bowed her head and covered her face with her hands. The cry was so low that it was not easy to detect if it was not too quiet around. Xiao Yicheng didn't know what he was thinking now. He just looked at the woman crying in front of him. Didn't she dare to cry loudly?

”Xiao an, I'm sorry. I really don't know that so many things have happened in the past five years since I left. I'm an asshole. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have suffered such a fate. It was my fault that I was around you when you were in trouble. Now please give me a chance to make up for you, OK?

I don't care about your past. You're still the girl I've always loved in my heart. You're still the girl who asks me to pick you up to school, take you home and peek at me playing basketball every day. Even if you're still around Gu Yizhen, I can feel that you're not happy, so give me a chance to take care of you? ”

Ye Xiaoan's cry became less and less, so there was no sound at all, but he kept his head down and refused to look up.

”No, I really don't. In fact, I divorced Gu Yizhen. When we divorced, his request was to let me pretend to be a husband and wife with him for another half a year. Unless he has a new marriage partner, I can only leave after half a year.

And I intend to help him do the new project of Gu family in the past six months, because this is also my responsibility. I paid homage to a master of Suzhou embroidery and promised him that he would carry forward Suzhou embroidery, which is what I have been doing now. When this thing is slowly on the right track, it is almost time for me to leave.

Gu Yining is a very good girl. If you can really be together, I will bless you. I have been afraid to tell you these things all the time. The first reason is that I have selfishness in my heart and don't want you to think I'm too dirty. The second reason is that I'm relieved that you're looking for this girl. Even if she's a little pampered, she's at least a clean girl.

Now I have a son, which is different from that time. I admit that I liked you in those years, and this is a word I haven't said. But now I'm not the girl in those years. I'm the mother of a child. I don't have the right to choose in many things, so I can only choose to compromise.

My only wish for life now is to have a peaceful life. It's enough that I have my best friend and my son. It's enough that the three of us can live a simple and plain life. I can't afford to get involved in the gratitude and resentment of you giants, so please let me go and let me live a quiet life? ”

Xiao Yicheng forced Ye Xiaoan to look up at himself. Those once innocent eyes are now full of pain. Xiao Yicheng has long regretted it. If he could fight for it again, maybe Xiao an wouldn't suffer so much. So now it's all her fault in the final analysis. How can she bear the pain alone.

”Xiao an, since you have divorced him, you will be a free man in the future. Give me a chance. I am willing to take care of you and your son. I will treat her as my own son.

You should understand how important it is for a child to have a complete family. I believe he should have begun to understand some truth at his age. He should have begun to learn to ask you why he doesn't have a father? ”

Ye Xiaoan's body shook. Xiao Wu did ask himself this question, and some time ago, he was worried about it for a long time, and even almost autistic. Xiao Yicheng's words undoubtedly hit Ye Xiaoan's heart, so that ye Xiaoan can no longer be calm.

”But... No... you and Gu Yining have been together for several years, and I can see that she really likes you. If you abandon her now, what do you want her to do?

We are not young and ignorant children at the beginning. We can't be so selfish when thinking about problems. When people grow up, they will have a lot of helplessness. However, we must face these things. There are some problems that we can't ignore. My son did ask about his father, but he doesn't care now because he has two mothers, me and my best friend The existence of father.