Chapter 132 (2/2)

Ye Xiaoan really wants a cigarette at the moment. She can suddenly understand why those men who are addicted to smoking look for cigarette butts everywhere. Sometimes when you really want to vent an emotion, it's really hard to find a breakthrough.

”Later, when I returned to China, I joined gooseberry group as a designer. The two of us met under such circumstances. He has always been very kind to me, so we naturally got together. Of course, other people don't know about it, not because we can't let others know, but because we are afraid of trouble.”

Ye Xiaoan now admires herself that she can tell a lie with facts so true that she has never disdained to lie before. She doesn't know when she can talk to people wearing masks. No wonder others say that growth is cruel. Ye Xiaoan just feels that he doesn't know himself. The way I used to hate others has now become my own.

”You don't know. When you left because of your family, I really had feelings for you at that time, so when you compromised with your family, I actually complained about you. At that time, I was young and didn't know what love and hate were. I just felt that you left, you didn't stick to it like me, and you were a cowardly deserter.”

When Xiao Yicheng heard Ye Xiaoan's words, he clenched the steering wheel tightly. Even he didn't notice that his green tendons burst. She's right. She's really a cowardly deserter, so it's not surprising that she has become someone else's wife.

It's just that I've been very stubborn. When I first knew that she was married, I even hated her. I hated why she didn't wait for me. But now think about it, it's clear that she let go of her hand first, and now there's no reason and position to hate her being led away by others.

”But after a long period of time, maybe I experienced more things and had different ideas from before. I slowly wanted to open up a lot of things I couldn't understand before. There's nothing wrong with you listening to the arrangements at home. Compared with me, relatives are more important to you.”

Ye Xiaoan wanted to continue, but Xiao Yicheng, who didn't speak next to her, interrupted her.

”No, that's not true. You are very important to me. At the beginning, I really didn't have the ability to compete with my family. I was carried on the plane by my bodyguard. After I arrived in the United States, people have been looking at me. I don't even have a passport. But even so, I have been dragging all kinds of relationships to find your whereabouts in China, but I haven't been able to find you What's the news? ”

Xiao Yicheng won't have much reaction as long as she hears these now, but his heart just doesn't want Ye Xiaoan to misunderstand himself. Her feelings for her have not changed for so many years, so she can't be allowed to have a slightest misunderstanding and doubt about her feelings.

Ye Xiaoan nodded. Later, she thought the same. Of course, it was a long time later.

”I know. Later, I also wanted to open up. I also understood that your ability was not enough to change the results at that time. Even if you resisted with the family, you would only lose more miserably in the end. So I stopped complaining about you and put it down slowly.

I can understand what you did at the beginning, but that doesn't mean I can agree with you. I admit that I have always had some complaints about you, and I can't completely eliminate them up to now, so I can't accept my feelings for you any more. It's been so many years now, and I feel different about you. ”

Although Ye Xiaoan wants him to give up his heart, these are really what he hasn't had the opportunity to say to him for so many years. Ye Xiaoan knew that he was selfish and clearly knew that he still had feelings for himself. When he spent so much effort to find his address in Suhan, he told him the cruel truth without hesitation.

But what can ye Xiaoan do? Since her father died, her life has long been beyond her control. At the beginning, my mother was controlling my life. Later, after I had a little five, I had to consider everything for my son. Now marriage is proposed by Gu Yizhen. He has been hesitant because of the two elders of the Gu family and has no way to make a decision. She wanted to insist again, but Xiao Yanting suddenly intervened and forced herself to divorce.

Anyway, now she is no longer the simple little girl. She was married and she has children. There is nothing wrong with Xiao Yicheng and Gu Yining. Although Gu Yining has some big miss temper, he is straightforward and has no intention. He is a frank girl.

If he has been thinking about himself for so many years, it can be regarded as compensation for Lu Xiaoan. These things should have disappeared in the memory of the past over time. Now why should we be stubborn and continue to entangle the pain.

Ye Xiaoan really doesn't want to delay him. He is so down-to-earth and willing to work. He will carry forward Xiao's family in the future. Perhaps in the near future, he will take over Xiao, because Xiao's eldest young master, that is, his nominal stepfather, does not have the ability to take over Xiao. It is only a matter of time for Xiao Yicheng to take over Xiao. Ye Xiaoan believes that maybe one day the Xiao family led by him may have the strength to fight against the ancient group, because in the heart of ”Lu Xiaoan”, the teenager has always been the best.