Chapter 106 (2/2)

Once upon a time, ye Xiaoan also thought that even if he had no feelings with Gu Yizhen, such a plain and light day was also good. Being so concerned about your father-in-law and mother-in-law is also a gift from God to make up for your lack of parental love.

Ye Xiaoan also thought that he would be filial to them and treat them as his own parents in the future. And they have been getting along well in the past three years. If they really leave, she will be reluctant to give up. Now, hearing the voice of betraying others, xiao'an seems to have been wronged by heaven and suddenly found a harbor and burst into tears.

But I don't know when to start. I won't relax and cry. I just shed tears silently and listen to the worried voice across the street. She took a deep breath and tried to hold her breath before she said.

”Mom, I'm fine. It's just that it's too boring at home, so I sneaked out and wanted to walk and relax. Don't worry too much. I'll go back right away.”

Luo Hongyu heard that there was no sound on the phone for a long time. He was also very nervous. When he heard Ye Xiaoan's words, his hanging heart was relieved.

”Oh, you silly child, your mother doesn't let you go out, so why do you have to run out secretly? Tell your mother, or we'll be worried about you. Now that we've finished calling and know there's nothing wrong with you outside, I'm relieved. If you want to go out and relax, don't worry about going home. Just remember to come back for dinner before dark.”

”Well, I see, mom.”

Ye Xiaoan hung up the phone. Tears could not stop flowing out. He hugged his knees and squatted on this strange and familiar street corner. He could no longer restrain the suffocating grievance in his heart.

Why do you think that every time you find a stable life, you will be severely crushed by reality. Her request is really not much, and may even be much smaller than ordinary people. But it is such a small wish. No matter how hard you try, it will always be an unreachable life.

Ye Xiaoan suddenly reacted at this moment, although she knew she was a mother. But she ignores that even so, she is only a girl in her twenties. A girl of this age may have just graduated from college in an ordinary family. Maybe just started to enter the society, full of curiosity, trying to chase all kinds of dream life. Maybe I just met someone outside school and met a man I secretly love.

Girls at this age are still little princesses at home. They can be arrogant and willful, and can wantonly squander their youth. Don't worry about big things, because there will be people at home to support you. When they really have no way to solve it, someone will jump out and say to themselves that I can handle the big things. Even if the sky falls, they won't hit you first.

But I've been doomed since I was 18 in the flowering season. I can't have such a life in my life. Even if it's just a fantasy, it will be ridiculed by reality. He's a daydreamer.

Why doesn't Ye Xiaoan know that he is tired? When she went to Italy alone with her child, she only knew some English for daily communication, even her level was not high, let alone Italian. If you are not lucky, you meet a kind boss. If he hadn't met Moshu at that time, ye Xiaoan didn't know what he and his children would be like.

If I had stayed in Italy with Xiao Wu, these things might not have happened later. Perhaps now the fifth grade has become a good student with excellent character and learning in a famous school in Italy. Maybe he's still hanging out with Moshu every day. He still occasionally comes to his house for dinner. He just draws a design draft every day, and then waits in the studio to watch the sunset after work.

However, there is no ”if” in the world. If so, how can so many people regret it. Ye Xiaoan also knows that maybe this is his life. If it weren't for Xiaowu, she might not be in this world now. She is tired of such a life, and even tired of such a life.

But she was glad that she had such a son. Although life was very hard, she didn't even have a strong sense of survival. But since he had little five, he did bring himself a lot of warmth and love. Therefore, ye Xiaoan is also willing to do anything for Xiaowu, which is the only driving force in his life now. Ye Xiaoan never regretted that he didn't give up Xiaowu at the beginning. Even if I am very tired now, I am tortured every day, and I have never regretted it.

Ye Xiaoan thought that he would take Su Han and Xiao Wu to a strange city, far away from here, so far that no one knew them. No more emotional entanglement, no painful shackles brought by distorted family affection, and three people live quietly, which is good.

As for her mother, although Ye Xiaoan said she didn't want to recognize her again, the blood relationship made Ye Xiaoan unable to deny the connection between herself and her. Since mother is used to living in Xiao's house, let her go. Ye Xiaoan remembers that his father once said that everyone is born with his own responsibility and the road he is destined to take. Maybe the mother's choice is not good in her opinion, but it is her own way to go after all. If she likes it, it's no use saying anything by herself.

Ye Xiaoan only hopes that no matter who Gu Yizhen will marry in the end, it may not be Xiao Yanting. But the other half he is looking for must be good to the old master and the old lady. This may be ye Xiaoan's last wish now.