Chapter 95 (1/2)
Ye Xiaoan still thinks it's wrong. Now Kang ziye sees her reaction and must know that Su Han's feelings for him are not simple friends. How could Kang ziye not know that she was so careful when she was crawling among women? But Su Han has never talked about her boyfriend. She is just like a piece of white paper. Ye Xiaoan really doesn't want Su han to be hurt here. She has no confidence in Kang ziye.
”Suhan, do you really like him, otherwise you won't be in such a state as today. You should tell me something and don't hide it from me. Have you forgotten that we are best friends, and who won't you tell me?”
Ye Xiaoan tries to make her tone sound softer. Su Han's mood is not stable now. If she accidentally stimulates her again, it will only make things worse and worse.
Su Han is sobbing in Ye Xiaoan's arms. She is also very contradictory recently. Sometimes she fantasizes whether she will have a future with Kang ziye... She thinks that the two of them may go to the amusement park to sit on the ferris wheel, eat ice cream, watch movies, go out to see the stars, pick up shells by the sea, and let him accompany him to eat his favorite pasta.
But every time, she startled herself because she thought of ”later”. It would be a very serious feeling to mention it in the future, but she didn't even know what she felt about Kang ziye.
Today, when she saw xiao'an coming out of his room, Su Han realized at that moment that she really liked him so much that she could even do anything for Kang ziye. Su Han is twenty-two years old this year and has never talked about a boyfriend. This is the first time she is interested in a man. She knows that there must be many women around a man like Kang ziye, and she is just an ordinary girl. The two people are not only separated by their family background, but even different.
But Su Han really likes him. She thinks that although Kang ziye is merciful to any woman. But she is the only woman who has been to his house. She is the only woman who has cooked food for him. There are many memories between herself and him. It must be that others can't bring it to him, so she feels that maybe she is also different.
She still has a sense of luck. Doesn't she say that there is a story about an ugly duckling turning into a swan? Didn't Cinderella meet her beloved prince charming? Will Kang ziye be able to see his existence as long as he works hard enough to love him?
”Xiao'an, what should I do? I really like him. Although I know the distance between us, I just can't help thinking in my heart. I don't want to be just friends with him. I hope we can be closer. I want to cook for him every day in his home. I want to quarrel with him all my life... I know these words may be said It's shy to come, but you won't laugh at me, will you? You're my best friend. ”
Su Han hid herself for many days, and now all of them have spoken to Ye Xiaoan. She feels very relaxed in her heart. She always felt that she couldn't see her heart clearly, so she didn't confess to Ye Xiaoan. She thought Ye Xiaoan would laugh at her toad wanting swan meat... It was her fault that she forgot that there were only two of them in the world who could make her depend on each other. How could she talk about ridicule?
Ye Xiaoan touches her head. In fact, she blames herself for her negligence towards Su Han... Su Han is a simple nature and always shows her mind on her face. She was a little abnormal some time ago. But ye Xiaoan thought she was too upset because she couldn't work at home, so she didn't think much. Instead, I forgot that the little girl who was in love had a sweetheart.
However, if you change other little girls, she is very concerned about the reality gap. Now she likes people with such a big gap with herself. She is destined to suffer a lot. Unless you can completely abandon your previous ideas and pass the barrier in your heart, no one can help.
”Xiao an, you know what? I have been afraid to contact boys since I was a child, because I know that boys also want their girlfriends to be excellent, but I can't do anything.
There is no money in my family, I am not beautiful, and I don't study well. But it doesn't matter. I believe that through my efforts, I will be able to get what I want. I never want anything that doesn't belong to me, but this time I made a mistake.
The person I like is someone far away from me, which is an unrealistic goal, but I really can't control my heart. I like him very much, even if he is a man with a cheap mouth, even if he is a man who will always make me angry. ”
Su Han felt sour in her heart. Maybe she really wanted more. She should find a man at the same level as herself, so she won't be so tired of love, but who can tell the feeling of heart? She just fell in love with that man, even if she knew it was impractical, maybe she couldn't get it at all, it was just a kind of torture, but she was willing.
Ye Xiaoan feels very distressed to hear her say so. She thinks that anyway, she can't let Su Han fall in love like this. Kang ziye should understand her intention, so as not to waste Fei Suhan's deep love for him.
”Shall I go back with you? Let's go to him and make it clear to him and tell him what you think in your heart.
If you don't take the initiative to say it, he won't know it all his life. Even if you know it, he won't pierce this layer of window paper. You shouldn't be so confused. You should show your heart. I'll go back with you and tell him if he can accept it at that time. If he can't accept it and you don't want to give up, we'll go after it He! Pursuing love is never a disgrace. ”