1121 Crumble and Fall 2 (1/2)

Qu Ling Yue had never once thought that she would fall into such a state one day. She had carefully protected her chastity and always thought that she would give to her beloved everything that was most precious to her, but that had been cruelly stripped from her, together with her dignity, her spirit, all ground into tiny broken pieces, never to be put back together again.

”I beg you….. Do not look at me….. Can you please leave….. I'm really filthy….. dirty….. I beg you….. go…..” The Qu Ling Yue of the past had yearned so hard to be able to interact with Jun Xie, but now, she felt she wasn't even qualified to be in the same room as him. She didn't want Jun Xie to see the such an ugly and hideous her and Jun Xie's gaze only made her feel unimaginably ashamed of herself.

Jun Wu Xie narrowed her eyes and looked at Qu Ling Yue's trembling figure.

Suddenly, she knelt down on one knee by the bed, and pulled Qu Ling Yue out from under the blanket with a quick tug!

”No! !” Utter despair filled Qu Ling Yue's eyes, but as weak as she was, she was unable to resist it. She was dragged out from under the blanket, her face all streaked with tears, her trembling lips revealing how terrified she was feeling.

”Don't look at me….. Please….. Don't look at me…..”

Jun Wu Xie ignored Qu Ling Yue's begging plea and held Qu Ling Yue by the shoulder with one hand, the other lifting Qu Ling Yue's head by the chin, forcing Qu Ling Yue to look at her in the eyes.

”What are you so afraid of.” Jun Wu Xie said.

Qu Ling Yue's sight was already blurred by her tears and she wanted to break free, but she did not have the strength, but to only shake her head helplessly.

”I'm just so filthy….. so filthy….. I beg of you….. Do not come again. Will you please just go? I do not want you to see me looking like this…..” Why was she even alive? Why was she not dead instead? Qu Ling Yue already had no will to live and she would rather she had died in that cell than have to face Jun Xie again.

Qu Ling Yue's eyes were red from crying and she was choking so hard on her sobs that she could only take intermittent breaths in between them.

Jun Xie held on to Qu Ling Yue's hands and brought them up before her eyes.