C295 Love (1/2)

At Yao Guang Zu, Han Yu cried as she ran back to her own residence. She was in extreme pain as she followed Long Yan along the way, afraid that she would do something that would hurt him.

Looking at the extremely sad Han Yu in the room, Long Yan felt a slight twinge of pain in his heart. She had never hurt a girl as badly as this before, and she felt a lot of guilt in his heart, especially towards beautiful girls.

Long Yan gently pushed the door open and walked in. He originally wanted to comfort Han Yu a little, but he unexpectedly cried even more miserably.

”Wuu, why didn't you tell me why you didn't accept Sister Mengyao earlier? Actually, I should have guessed it right, I am not as outstanding as Sister Mengyao, not to mention the girl beside you, who is as beautiful as a fairy. Am I … am I too stupid?”

He was definitely not his type, but how could she possibly go against the will of the clan elders?

slowly approached her, and didn't think that Han Yu would suddenly throw herself into her embrace with tears streaming down her face. Following that, she slowly raised her head, looking incomparably lost. Long Yan looked at the woman in his embrace, and he wasn't as calm at the moment.

Smelling the fragrance on Han Yu's body made Long Yan at a loss for words. He knew that the words just now had definitely shattered this girl's heart. Very quickly, Han Yu gently stroked his face with both hands, but Long Yan did not refuse.

”Yan, please allow me to address you in such a friendly manner. I know we can't do it, but there are some things I want to tell you, okay? When you were training outside, my mind was filled with you, hehe, I acted as if I had gone mad, when you personally told me that it was impossible for us, that fairy like girl, to grab onto you even more tightly, I really hated her, why would she appear at this time, at the same time I also admired and envied her, I felt like she was the one who took over my love. ”

”Do you like her very much? I liked it so much that it was hard to even look me in the eye. After so long, I finally mustered up enough courage today to go and confess my feelings to you. After liking you for so long, my longing for you even far surpassed Sister Mengyao's. ”

”Do you, do you know the pain of unrequited love? You guys are like a grandson, surrounding her, right? When you look at her doting eyes, and I am like a grandson, secretly liking and quietly waiting, and you give me everything you want, I hate you, you are hateful, why did you chase me over, are you worried about me? ”

”I have never liked Ye Xinan before, but why did things happen so suddenly, and why did they suddenly come and propose marriage, making me unable to guard against them? I did not have the time to think of confessing to you, Yan, I hate you, hate how heartless you are to me, hate how you are to me, how you are to me, how you are willing to sacrifice your life to save Sister Mengyao, why do you treat me as your sister, why don't I want to be your sister?”

Han Yu wiped away her tears and took out a portrait from underneath her bed. She laughed bitterly: ”Am I funny? ”Looking at this portrait, I kissed you very seriously. I've found the painter outside, and based on my memories of you, I've painted for three whole days, and your silhouette is unforgettable in my life. You've taken root in my heart, sleeping with your portrait in my arms every night, kissing you, and I even imagined you pulling me into your arms, and we'll take off our clothes.”

I know, I love you to the point that it's a little crazy, I was just cold to you before, I just wanted you to feel that I'm different from others, to be able to pay more attention to me, and I even wanted to go and look for you, and if you don't agree, I will go to the Hall of Appreciation and collect the Life Severing Sesame Grass, and then die with you, and watch you die, I will happily go with you, I want to go to hell to accompany you, I think that we will become a couple that even King Yanluo would be envious of.

”But I can't do it, I'm still softhearted.” Han Yu said as he took out a Spirit Grass from his bosom.

”This is the Life Severing Sesame Grass. When the zhenqi is refined and fused into the water, it has no color nor smell.”

Long Yan broke out in cold sweat after reading it! He secretly celebrated, ”Fortunately, she didn't do that.”

Han Yu continued to speak, ”But for a very long time, I knew that we would not be together. When I thought about going to hell with you as husband and wife, I still did it, why after I helped you refine that stalk of spirit grass, did nothing happen to you after you consumed it?

I understand now, perhaps this is destiny, I can only blame it on the fact that we are not fated to be together, but I am not willing to give up. Not only do I hate you, I hate myself even more.