C330 Ronger began to taste the bitter fruit (1/2)
Rong'er thought to himself: There is a feeling in this palace that every woman must taste, and even I must taste. I don't blame the Imperial Concubine Wen for his cold words, maybe this is what I have to endure, no grievances or hatred, only calmly accept it. I think I can be very strong …
It had been a few days since they had returned from the outside world. This trip to the outside world, to Rong'er, was not a happy one at all, although it was very happy to be able to see Rong Xian, but to be able to personally witness the Emperor's promise and concern for him, he would definitely summon the King to accompany him everywhere he went. On the way, he would either play with his guqin to relieve his boredom, or go sightseeing in the mountains.
Chang Zai Bu was left behind with her, the two of them occasionally chatted. In the past, there were not many people who walked around the palace, but this time, they got closer to each other. Although their positions were different, they did not have any different relationships with each other.
Chang Zai Bu once asked her if she felt sad when she saw that the Emperor promised such a great favor under her nose. I remember that day, Rong Xian and Duan Jing went somewhere else, and Rong'er walked together with Chang Zai Bu on the grassland. The sky was especially blue that day, and the green, long grass was giving off a faint fragrance of earth, Rong'er suddenly felt envious of her daughter, this kind of vastness really makes one's heart relaxed and happy, and when Chang Zai Bu suddenly asked this question, Rong'er's heart still trembled a little. He pulled up a stalk of grass and looked at it as he spoke. After a long time, he said, ”The grass can't grow green and the person can't stay long. How could I dare to ask for it?”
Chang Zai Bu gently smiled, and spoke with a profound tone, ”Although Imperial Concubine Rong is unwilling to say it, I know that you feel terrible inside, but … Do you know? All these years, your current state of mind has been the mood of most of the women in the palace. The only thing is, Wang Jiami's current position was then you. ” Bu Chang Chang grinned bitterly. ”You have once been green, after all, and there are too many people who haven't even been green. In the eyes of the Emperor, like me and the horses, there is no color at all.”
Rong'er felt excruciating pain in his heart. Causality cycle? Was this really the way of the heavens? Now, she had already deeply tasted this feeling. Although the emperor was still very good to her, his promise to the king was also very dazzling.
She said to Chang Zai Bu: ”In this harem, there is no one who will be defeated forever. We have to find our own way of survival, just like how the spirit of my palace promised us, she will wholeheartedly seek the Buddha for happiness in the Buddhist scriptures. This is also a way of living.”.
In fact, Rong'er still felt that what he said was a bit far-fetched. After all, the pain in his heart was so real, and she still cared about the Emperor. However, other than letting him think it through, what else could she do?
”Imperial Concubine Wen has arrived!” A shout from outside the palace interrupted Rong'er's train of thought, causing him to stand up and welcome the Imperial Concubine Wen.
”Your concubine greets Imperial Concubine your highness!” Seeing the Imperial Concubine Wen enter, Rong'er hurriedly saluted.
”Elder sister, please forgive me.” Imperial Concubine Wen laughed lightly and walked straight to his seat. After he sat down, he smiled and said: ”Elder Sister Rong, today the Emperor brought His Majesty to Free Spring Garden. Do you know?”
”Chenqie understands.” Rong'er replied softly, raising his head to look at Imperial Concubine Wen, his expression was puzzled, she did not know why Imperial Concubine Wen would ask about this.
”That's right. Recently, the emperor's favored king has promised to take good care of him. Yesterday, the emperor told the empress dowager that he would take his younger sister to the palace. His younger sister is a nation like her.” Colour. The next day. Xiang, in this imperial harem, the Wang Family sisters will take the ultimate emperor's favor! ” Imperial Concubine Wen's smile became even wider.
Did the Emperor want to take his sister into the palace? Rong'er's heart was filled with bitterness, but she did not know why Imperial Concubine Wen was talking to her about this. She raised her head and looked at Imperial Concubine Wen, not saying a word.