C83 (1/2)
Jun Huan Rong'er's heart was repressed, and the wise man Shang Rong was sorrowful;
The Palace of Accountability would never be able to quell the pain, and the will of the Emperor was resolute to triumph over the Heavens.
Rong'er fell asleep, feeling the back of his hand was wet. Opening his eyes, he saw Xuan Ye sitting on the edge of the bed with his head lowered.
”Your Majesty …” Rong'er hoarsely called out.
Xuan Ye was startled and hurriedly raised his head to look at Rong'er. ”Rong'er, you're awake?”
Rong'er withdrew his hand from Xuan Ye's grasp and lightly dabbed at his cheek. ”Your majesty, why are you crying?”
”Rong'er …” Xuan Ye felt an intense pain in his heart. He didn't know how to explain the fact that Rong'er's child had been born and suffered.
”Your Majesty, what's wrong?” Aren't you happy that Rong'er had a child? ” Rong'er laughed as he spoke, and suddenly thought: ”Is it Brother or Princess? Rong'er wants to see it. ”
Xuan Ye once again held Rong'er's hand and bitterly said, ”Rong'er, I'm telling you …” You... Don't get excited, listen to me … ”The child, he …” Rong'er didn't move, but stared fixedly into Xuan Ye's eyes. Looking at Rong'er, Xuan Ye endured the pain and said, ”The child is gone. Because of the difficult birth, he was born without breath.”
”Is it Brother or Princess?” Rong'er was shocked. She couldn't believe it, so she asked stubbornly.
Xuan Ye lowered his head and said in a low voice, ”It's Brother.”
Tears quickly flowed out from Rong'er's eyes. She did not make a sound nor make a sound. She only watched as Xuan Ye's tears silently flowed freely.
Seeing Rong'er like this, Xuan Ye felt a little nervous. ”Rong'er, can you just cry?” ”Don't do that!”
Rong'er remained silent as she lay there quietly. She wanted to ask whether the heavens had eyes, why had she been so cruel to her from the heart of a harmless person. Cheng Rui, Caixian, and also this child and three princes had died one after the other. Could the gods in the sky tell her?
”Rong'er, I am sorry. You have suffered the loss of your son, but I have ignored you, causing you to feel even more sad. This is all my fault, I was selfish, I was afraid that I would feel sad when I saw Rong'er. I think so every day, but I'm also afraid of meeting you. It's my selfishness. I'm in the wrong. Rong'er, I promise that I will never do it again, okay? ” Xuan Ye said anxiously.
”Your majesty, that's not it. How can Rong'er blame your majesty? It's Rong'er's fate that's bad, if you have to blame your destiny, how can Rong'er blame your majesty? Your majesty is the son of heaven, not just Rong'er's husband, how can you be like an ordinary person in this world?” ”And the reason why I stayed with Rong'er all day is because Rong'er wasn't so good. It was his carelessness that caused the child to disappear. Rong'er let the emperor down and failed to protect the prince.” Rong'er said with tears streaming down his face.
”Rong'er, do you have a grudge against me? I know that even if you don't say it, you still resent me in your heart, but you've never said it. Even if you didn't say it, I knew that Rong'er … ”Believe me, my feelings for you have never changed.” Xuan Ye worriedly asked Rong'er.
”No, Your Majesty, really no, Rong'er is tired …” ”I'm so tired. The sky is about to brighten. The emperor still has an early morning court. I think the emperor should go take a rest. Rong'er is really tired. I really want to have a good rest.” Rong'er said softly as he looked out the window.
Xuan Ye also knew that it was almost time for the assembly, but looking at Rong'er now, he couldn't be at ease. He said in a low voice, ”I won't be going to the assembly today. There's nothing important.
Rong'er raised her head and looked into Xuan Ye's eyes. She saw the worry in Xuan Ye's eyes and smiled tearfully. ”Rong'er is really fine. Your majesty doesn't need to worry. How could the war in the south be okay? Your majesty, go. Rong'er is fine.”
Xuan Ye was very worried. He knew that Rong'er was sensible, so he lightly shook his hand and said, ”Then I'll come and see you after the assembly. Rong'er, can you be a bit stronger? ”I will treat you well twice as much as I can. Rong'er, do you want to take good care of yourself?”
Xuan Ye didn't want to look at Rong'er for too long.