Chapter 230 - Seeking Revenge on a Rainy Night (1/2)
Chapter 230 Seeking Revenge on a Rainy Night
What made Zhang Yunyan feel unusual?
In fact, it was a small matter. It was so small that no one would take it seriously, and they would not listen to it or keep it in mind.
In the Cave of Fate, Zhang Yunyan learned from Shikong that her benefactor also liked pink flowers, which made her feel tempted.
This seemed to be a very small thing, but it is not small for Yunyan, because Jiaxiang liked pink flowers and praised her, and he even expressed the innocent love for her–Yunyan and he would never be separated.
Whenever Zhang Yunyan saw the pink flowers, she would think of her fiancé. It was the pink flowers that made them who played together since childhood express their pure love and connected them together.
Unfortunately, on their wedding day, her fiancé died when he tried to save her. The good marriage turned into nothing, which always made Yunyan sad…
Later, the pink flower connected another man which was Shikong. It reminded Yunyan of two young men at the same time–Jiaxiang and Shikong.
Thinking of Shikong, Zhang Yunyan also remembered Jiaxiang and the days she spent with her fiancé. She was nostalgic and missed him, but she also felt painful.
When she was missing Jiaxiang, a handsome man flashed out. It was another one she loved–the second prince of the Tianyue Country.
Yunyan could not forget the beautiful love between her brother from the alienated world and her. She would be his wife. However, her beloved one and the wonderful marriage had all gone.
When she was missing him, she had taken the second prince as her “fiancé”. Although it was wishful thinking, it was a beautiful dream, and she wanted to continue. Such a dream could make her get lost in the fanciful thoughts and have the taste sweet love.
Zhang Yunyan smiled silently, and her heart was rippling with love and the sweetness of love…
However, when the memories soon passed away, she felt bitter in her heart and she sighed secretly. No matter how good her brother was, she couldn’t get him, and the wonderful marriage didn’t belong to her.
She couldn’t help thinking of the words of Samuume that she and the second prince were meant for each other, and they should cherish the fate and try not to lose each other.
Yunyan smiled bitterly. It was her sister’s good wishes. She and he were not meant for each other, and she could only miss and love him secretly. If she and the second prince were destined to meet each other, they were like brother and sister rather than husband and wife. At the moment, since she and her brother had been in the ancient and modern worlds respectively, they could not even be brother and sister.
Her brother was destined to be the husband of a woman in that era, and she was destined to be the wife of a man in today’s world. The dreaming of becoming a princess consort was destined to fail.
This was the reality which could not be altered. They were separated by thousands of years of time and space, and could only swallow the bitterness of love without result and taste the sweetness of love in memories.
The images in the mind remained unchanged, but Zhang Yunyan’s heart was occupied by two men, one was her beloved second prince, the other was Du Xiaotian who looked like the second prince.
These two people were so identical that no one could tell one from the other.
As soon as this image appeared, Yunyan naturally associated this with the two people–the second prince of the Tianyue Country and the “second prince” living in the present world.
The second prince of the alienated world had gone forever, and the second prince of this world was nowhere to be seen.
Zhang Yunyan would never see her beloved one in the alienated world, but she wanted to see Du Xiaotian. If she could see and talk with “the second prince” of the present world, pain of lovesickness might be eased, and she could continue the dream of being a prince’s consort.
Unfortunately, although she and Du Xiaotian lived in the same country, they failed to meet each other, and the wish was still difficult to be fulfilled.
At the moment, Yunyan was not only torn by the lovesickness toward the second prince, but also was concerned about Du Xiaotian. In the thoughts of the second prince, she could not help but think of the present “second prince”.
At the present, Du Xiaotian had become the double of the second prince and Yunyan’s brother. What was more, she had taken care of him and would blush to think about it.
During that period of time, although they were unmarried, in those days and nights she did what only a wife could do.
At that time, she was really helpless. In order to save his brother’s life, she must fulfill the obligation as a “wife”. She did it in spite of her shame, and she could not forget the experience and could not stop thinking about it.
Yunyan was impressive about the first time that they met. It was still embarrassing to think about that.
But she had experienced and learned the thing, and had been through it. Though she still felt ashamed, she could bear and face it. If such thing happened again, she would not be too ashamed to show her face.
Yunyan missed Du Xiaotian, and it was not only because of her love for the second prince but also her gratitude toward him.
When she was missing him, it was hard to say whether she gradually loved Du Xiaotian.
When Zhang Yunyan was to be bullied by “the three dragons-riding monsters”, Du Xiaotian had saved her. Besides, they had spent the days and nights doing the embarrassing things. She would not be untouched, and the heart of gratitude would become love.