Chapter 192 - The Agitation of Youth (2/2)

Yunyan saw her benefactor Shikong again, and the inexplicable feeling followed. She didn’t know what the feeling was, or why it was Shikong who made her feel that way.

Shikong was an ordinary monk. Apart from being her benefactor, there was nothing special with him. Why did she have this inexplicable feeling only when she saw or thought of him?

Zhang Yunyan was puzzled and silently sighed.

She couldn’t help but think of the words that Turtle Elf said with doubts about herself. She smiled silently, her heart beat faster, and her face became rosier.

Yunyan whispered to herself, “Turtle Elf was too suspicious. How could I do such things? Besides, Shikong was not that kind of person. Even Misty Flower couldn’t disturb him, how could he be interested in me?”

She looked at the silent Shikong and secretly sighed. She didn’t know how many years the benefactor had converted to Buddhism. He had no distracting thoughts about the mortal world, and he was not interested in female. He must have practiced to a high degree.

To say the least, if Shikong did anything to her, she would give her life to resist even if he was her benefactor. Gratefulness had a bottom line, and this kind of thing was absolutely impossible.

Yunyan glanced at the vague figure and smiled silently. She laughed at Turtle Elf’s suspiciousness and at herself being oversensitive. How could she think of such things and keep thinking? It was nonsense.

She sighed. She had grown up, and she was young and young. It was inevitable that she felt so restless. It was also difficult to calm down.

Zhang Yunyan looked at Shikong. She sighed and couldn’t help but think of her fiancé Lin Jiaxiang.

If this person was Jiaxiang, the suspicion of Turtle Elf might be possible. In this undisturbed cave, no one could see them, she might hug her fiancé. Maybe they would kiss and caress each other, as for the next…It’s a shame to think about it. Why wouldn’t she stop thinking? It’s such a shame.

She sighed silently, and her heart couldn’t calm down. Unfortunately, this person wasn’t Jiaxiang, but her benefactor Shikong.

She was a little sad, Jiaxiang had already passed away, and her longing for marriage had vanished…

Zhang Yunyan inspected the dim cave and gently breathed a sigh of relief. She seemed to want to spit out the painful feelings of grief and anger, and the remaining embers, and let the tight nerves relax.

Her mental burden was too great, and her mission was too heavy. She must bear it, and she must bear it with a strong will.

Yunyan had no way to get rid of the heavy pressure, nor could she get rid of it. She must complete those life-long vows and melt the hatred in her heart.

Regarding to the question that when these vows could be realized, she couldn’t even think about it now. She was in desperate situation and had no hope of escape. There was no way to complete the vows this life.

Zhang Yunyan prayed that she could live, not only for herself, but also for those missions and the grand ambitions that had just been revealed. In this life, she was destined to fight for these missions, and to fight for the grand ambitions until the end of her life.

However, the reality was too cruel. It was about to destroy her life. All the vows and everything would be ruined.

What was more tragic was that Yunyan had been unable to comfort the dead of her relatives, and she couldn’t face her relatives in the other world.

Suddenly, there was a sound outside the Cave of Fate.

Zhang Yunyan and Shikong awakened from meditation and listened nervously, worrying that the devils couldn’t find the prey and came here again.

At this time, there was a low inquiry sound at the entrance, “Yun Feiyan, what is inside? Are you in danger?”

It was Turtle Elf asking. It cared about the safety of Zhang Yunyan and Shikong, and also concerned about the mysterious things in the mysterious cave.

The devils didn’t come. Zhang Yunyan and Shikong felt relieved.

She got up and came to the entrance to meet Turtle Elf, not going out for safety.

Zhang Yunyan told Turtle Elf that after careful inspection, they found that the cave didn’t have access, and it was a relatively large cave. From the shiny handwriting on the rock wall, this cave was called “the Cave of Fate”. In addition to the name, there was a big word of fate, and there was nothing else. It was empty and was a very ordinary cave.

After entering the cave, there was nothing terrible and mysterious happening except for the shiny handwriting. It seemed that those speculations and imaginations were superfluous and too fascinating.

Turtle Elf was very disappointed, but still could not believe it. Since the shiny handwriting suddenly appeared, it meant that this cave was extraordinary. There might be other mysterious things happening. And other mysterious stuff would appear, but they wouldn’t appear for the time being.

Unexpectedly, Turtle Elf’s guess was right, and the mysterious thing really happened…