Chapter 162 Embarrassmen (2/2)

”Ah, how, how could this happen? This is so embarrassing, so shameless... ”

The waiter sighed. ”Girl, you really should think more possitively. You can consider that you two have gotten married. It's your responsibility to serve your husband. ”Look. You should clean the wound carefully. When the wound dries, you can put the herbs on it. Then, you can bind him up. It can't be loose nor too tight.”

Zhang Yunyan was ashamed, but she could not ignore the waiter's instructions. She had to glance at the wound from time to time to learn how to clean it.

She really had no other methods, but could not leave her savior alone. Besides, she could not always ask the waiter for help. The waiter would not come again since the ”fiancée” was there.

Yunyan silently murmured, ”He is my savor and I have to take care of him. I am repaying the life-saving grace. It's fine for me to do anything for him. I should take care of him. It's repaying his grace, repaying his grace...”

In embarrassment, Yunyan was looking for a reason to learn how to bind up the wound. She hoped to calm down her fast heartbeats by the reasoning of repaying his grace. She was forcing herself to learn it. Otherwise, she would still be unable to start.

While embarrassed, Yunyan was blaming herself. Since her savior could spare his life for saving her, why could she not spare all of her efforts to look after him? She would be too coldblooded if she would avoid helping him. That was a way to repay his grace and a responsibility that she should take.

The first glance, the second, the third...

With her observation from time to time, Zhang Yunyan finally knew how to change the bandage and also saw her savior's body clearly.

She was blushing and her heart was beating fast all the time. She silently murmured, ”Ah, just consider that he's my husband and I am his wife. I should do this, should do this...”

Yunyan comforted herself with that. Although she was so embarrassed, she finally accepted in the end. At least, she would not avoid it anymore.

Since then, Zhang Yunyan had taken up the responsibility of looking after her savior. She wiped his body, cleaned the wound, and changed the bandage every day. Of course, she always squinted her eyes and blushed when she completed all those processes.

Still, Yunyan finally made it and accept it although she felt embarrassed. However, it was really difficult for her. Not to mention she was ashamed at that moment; she even felt embarrassed every time she thought of it.

Zhang Yunyan could control the state of shyness and tried to look after her savior for the best. That was driven by her gratitude for him. She could not allow her savior to die of illness.

Besides, there was another important reason, which encouraged her and reduced her feeling of shyness. She felt somewhat surprised and warm at heart. She even felt magical. In short, she had some unclear feelings and had some encouragement by them.

Previously, in the woods, after the ”Three Dragon-driving Monsters” escaped, she went for the injured man with Zhang Lianhu and was greatly shocked at the first time when she saw him. It seemed that her beloved one was facing her.

That injured man looked too much like the second prince from the Tianyue Country. They seemed to be the same person.

Zhang Yunyan certainly did not believe that he was the second prince, it may just be a young man in the modern era. They just looked similar.

When the man saw her, he also seemed to behave a bit unusually. Was he surprised? Joyful? Sad? Or helpless? She could not figure out what it was. Perhaps, it was a mixed feeling.

Yunyan also felt puzzled and was suspecting when finding that he had some unusual feelings of her. She did not know his name or where he came from, but she could confirm that he was not the second prince. He was just a stranger who looked like the second prince.

After the man became unconscious, Zhang Yunyan had no way to get to know her savior's background. She could figure it out later on.

The appearance of that person made Yunyan think of the second prince, making her miss him more. However, she also had some consolation when facing the man who was similar to the second prince. She felt that her beloved man had come before her. Even if it was fake and illusory, she also felt somewhat gratified.

When wiping her savior's body and changing the herbs for him, Yunyan was always murmuring, ” He is the second prince and I am serving my brother... I am his, his concubine. I should take care of him... He's the second prince and I am serving my brother... I am his concubine...”

In her murmuring, in her helplessness and shyness, she looked after the patient very carefully. She not only repaid his life-saving grace, but also had sustenance for the beautiful love that she was longing for.

Yunyan knew that the man was not the second prince, but had considered him as a substitute for her brother of the alternate world. She had the consciousness to take care of her beloved man.

She had been forcing herself to think of her savior that way and had gradually accepted that notion. She was even willing to do that for him. She was serving her beloved brother, while her bitter yearning had a place to rely on and her thoughts of her lost love were also comforted.

In that way, Zhang Yunyan spent every day in embarrassment to clean the wound, change the bandage, and wipe the body of her savior. She would take care of all of his daily matters, carefully and thoughtfully.

Three days later, the injured man finally woke up.

He was excited, touched, and felt admiration when seeing Zhang Yunyan. He seemed to have feelings of love, sentiment, sadness, helplessness, and frustration... In short, his emotions were still complex and were hard to figure out.